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Never Going To Win

Posted by helpimhungry , 01 October 2013 · 80 views

so I weighed in today and im up a lb. may not seem like a big deal to some, but to me it is. I have been trying so hard to keep my numbers down and binge free but I feel like its pointless..

I know I will loose more when I get my tonsils out but I don't want to be a fat nasty tub of lard going in and want to loose as much as possible.. I just feel so down about it.. im hoping tmrw when I go in I will at least be down 2 to make up for it..

ugh I hate this battle.. I don't think I will ever win



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