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Posted by skinnyroad , 06 May 2017 · 41 views

Dunno if i'll be back on the mpa-blog at this moment but i needed to vent a little bit.
I'm in hospital right now. Not for my eating "problem" but for my depression and anxiety. Got so and the other day that i wanted to hurt myself. Not just harm but really hurt... They are trying to get me to eat here of course. Did eat some dinner and got horrible anxie...


Taking a blog break

Posted by skinnyroad , 29 April 2017 · 39 views

I'm not in the mood for writing in my blog anymore so i will take a break from it. Feels like i am writing the same thing every day. So I am out. See you when i get back. :) <3


I haven't stucked to my diet...

Posted by skinnyroad , 28 April 2017 · 47 views

You guys, i haven't sticked to my diet... Only lost 100 grams till today. This is not okay! I have to stop eating over what i am allowed to. Feel awful today. And today i am meeting a friend for a fika. I should only take a cup of tea but i really want something more. I can't! i'm dying! I really don't want to go for a fika nor meeting my friend. But i k...


I've gained :(

Posted by skinnyroad , 27 April 2017 · 95 views

I've gained! crap! 0,2 kg. crap, crap, crap, crap, crap! How the hell am i going to reach 60 by Monday!? I'll have to lose 3,8 kg in 4 days. There's just no way. Let's just try to lose as much as possible until Monday instead. This weeks stats:
[s]65,2 kg [s]64,2 kg [s]63,6 kg 63,8 kg


Need support

Posted by skinnyroad , 26 April 2017 · 87 views

Woke up late today. And i've lost 0,6 kg. I wanted it to be more but i'll take it. It's still down.
I've had my period in three days now. It was 10 days late. That, together with me enjoying myself when i was with my parents and actually eat is the reason why i gained back to 65 kgs. Now i am at 63,6. I hope reaching 60 kgs before Monday. I really need su...


Short update

Posted by skinnyroad , 25 April 2017 · 66 views

I'm still sick. Can't stand this. I can't smell or taste anything either so i can't enjoy my soup at the end of the day. :/
Any who, it didn't go completely as planed yesterday. I had two soups, lettuce and some grapes but i did lose a kilo so it wasn't too bad. I don't have anything else to say today. Just wanted to give a short update. I'm gonna ke...


Starting my soup-fast/diet again

Posted by skinnyroad , 24 April 2017 · 114 views

Damn! Yesterday didn't go well and i just kept on gaining weight. I HAVE TO MAKE TODAY WORK! I am so mad at myself. Everything i lost before i went to my parents i have now gained back. I am so fat you guys! I can't stand this! Someone who wanna join in on my soup-"fast"/diet starting today?
Rules: Fasting during the day and then around 6-7 pm we tak...


Back to my normal diet

Posted by skinnyroad , 23 April 2017 · 74 views

Now i am back home and i am ready to go back to my normal diet. Haven't eaten yet and won't until tonight when i will have a cup of soup. Back to losing!
Didn't woke up until 12 pm today. I don't feel too well. Been sick for three days now. I just wanna feel better.
Tomorrow i have therapy which i am not looking forward to. When i had my old psychologist...


Short update

Posted by skinnyroad , 21 April 2017 · 133 views

Damn I wich i was home right now. I ate so much yesterday i feel like i've gained everything back that i lost during last week.
Yesterday i had one bag of prawn crackers, three buns, lots of fruit and a taco. Today i am going over to a friend's house for a fika. I'm gonna try to keep away from the fika-part though and only have a cup of tea. Sho...


Going crazy without a scale?!

Posted by skinnyroad , 20 April 2017 · 70 views

Ended up eating sushi yesterday with my family. It was either that or a hamburger meal. So, i took what felt most safe. Feel awful still about it but what to do. Done is done and i knew i had to eat with my fam this days when i am home. Working out a plan though so i don't have to eat tomorrow. we'll see how that pans out.
Had a session with my psychologi...

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