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Should I work out?

Posted by Gia.B , 25 April 2017 · 30 views

I tend to stay away from exercise because it makes me hungry. I used to restrict and work out then follow it with a binge, I don't want that to happen again, but I also want to lose as much as I can. Are there any 'light' work outs I could do?


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Weight Loss Stalls

Posted by Gia.B , 25 April 2017 · 60 views

I've hardly been writing many blog entries, I've been a bit busy. I haven't binged in two weeks and I'm feeling a lot better, lost 3 kg too! I'm excited to see how much more I'll lose, just hoping the weight loss doesn't begin stalling. Any advice on how to avoid 'starvation mode'? x


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Doing well

Posted by Gia.B , 21 April 2017 · 43 views

I've been 3 days binge free and I feel great! I've been eating under 500 cals and have lost a kg already. I'm hoping that my weight loss will be consistent and that I won't have to restrict further. My goal is to be 50 kg by my birthday in July, I'll be seeing a lot of my old friends and I don't want them to see how much I've gained over the years. Also,...


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I just want to be thin, life was so much better.

Posted by Gia.B , 18 April 2017 · 109 views

Hey, I'm at uni right now and pretty bored so I figured I'd write a blog :) The only thing on my mind right now is losing weight and being thin. I was skinny once, a few years ago (2012 to 2015). I was treated so much better than I am now. It was so easy for me to make friends, people would just come up and talk to me, I didn't even need to try. Now? well...


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Binging while high.

Posted by Gia.B , 17 April 2017 · 78 views

I smoked last night for the first time in a while so I got hit with the munchies hard. I have no self control when I'm sober so you can only image what it was like when my brain was just screaming FOOD. We went to Mcdonalds and I had some fries, but no it didn't end there. I came home and ate cornflakes with almond milk (I'm vegan)... and then chocolate,...


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Binged again, easter :(

Posted by Gia.B , 15 April 2017 · 72 views

I did good today, only had a glass of almond milk for lunch and a few sushi rolls for dinner. But then my family got home from some easter dinner and brought me so much chocolate... I ate all of it in one sitting of course, like the uncontrollable fat whale that I am. All in all, I went from 800 calories to 4000!!! 4000, oh my god. I wish they never broug...


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Two month binge

Posted by Gia.B , 13 April 2017 · 90 views

Hey guys. Well I was doing alright for a while, managed to cut my calories to nearly nothing, I also fasted for nearly two weeks once. Food is my crutch, whenever I get stressed out or emotional, I binge. It's insane, I can hear myself saying "what are you doing don't eat an entire pizza, you're ruining everything!" But it's like my mind is disconnected f...





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