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I HATE MYSELF

Posted by lessthan45kg , 21 April 2017 · 77 views

Fuck it. Fuck it all.
It was a good day, well so I thought.
I really thought it was. I couldn't help myself, I literally ate three blocks of chocolate and a bag of marshmallows.
Good God. Please someone, help me.





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With_the_ill_behaviour
Apr 21 2017 06:16 AM
Marshmallows are fat free right? :) lots of love xx
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lessthan45kg
Apr 21 2017 06:21 AM
Most likely not these ones. More kicking myself over the chocolate, but because I'm fat I couldn't help myself and still want more.
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HorrorificBat
Apr 21 2017 06:55 AM

Don't beat yourself up. Everyone makes mistakes. Just keep trying. Even those who are superskinny and has lost lots of weight has had and do have days like these. Don't worry. Drink water or tea and lay down on your stomach and watch something or read. That's what I do, helps a lot with guilt and stuff.

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lessthan45kg
Apr 21 2017 07:03 AM
Thanks HorrorificBat.. Trying not to beat myself up over it, just kind of feel embarrassed
thecosmicwyatt
Apr 21 2017 07:27 AM

-hugs-
Try not beating yourself up too much. It's going to be okay.

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