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Posted by outsidethemind in lost it; losing it, 17 January 2017 · 0 views

Does anyone else have no fucking clue if they can sing or not? 
Because I sound fine to myself, and other people say I'm actually pretty good if I try, but then I record my voice and I just sound so fucking stupid? 
So idk...


party food

Posted by miss_lycan in lycan blog, 17 January 2017 · 1 views

So I am going to a party today and I already know im going to have to eat while im there so I have planed on starting a liquid fast tomorrow to do damage control for any extra calories I take in today and later tonight. Hopefully I don't go over to much but since im not cooking and I can't measure anything out while im there I am trying to be prepared for...


my worry dump

Posted by zefcat in My Life, 17 January 2017 · 5 views

1. i wish i wasn't so awkward  
2. i came out as a lesbian too young. i'm confused about my sexuality and scared about sex in general. i'm nearly crying writing this but my roommate's in -_-  
3. why am i so scared about relationships? why am i scared to explore relationships with boys even though i'm trying to convince myself that experiment...


/shut your pretty mouth and let's just go away/

Posted by staringodd in *oh hell yes, i'm a nervous wreck*, 17 January 2017 · 4 views

decided to do some calculating.
my BMR is 1256 calories a day
my RMR is 1446 calories a day
and my recommended caloric intake is 1111.5 calories a day.
honestly? makes me feel a little bit less guilty about eating upwards of 600 calories.
you know what? i don't even want to fucking lose weight. i know i'm skinny enough, i don't fucking ca...



Posted by バンパイア in 私は自分自身が嫌いです, 17 January 2017 · 6 views

1100 kcal


And they think I have borderline...

Posted by dtm247 in :(:, 17 January 2017 · 0 views

Welcome to this rant. It's probably going to be a long one... If you have BPD, it might be offensive. Idk. BPD has an understandable stigma and I guess I'm kinda fucked up about it. 
Had a meeting with the psych doc today. Went over the shit that was going on in my head. Started the session off explaining that I hadn't slept for 24 hours so as a resu...


Where have I BEEN?

Posted by hippie_bones in hippie_bones' Blog, 17 January 2017 · 20 views

Where have I BEEN? Oh, you know... getting fat and lazy. I am NOT making excuses for myself, but I've been so weak and exhausted lately. Oh, and tachycardic. I think my iron is low again. I swear taking care of others is easy, but I seem to always put myself on the back burner because I don't make time for ME. Terrible, right? I think I've finally come to realize something...


65.7 - finished my oatmeal for lunch

Posted by lightinme in Accountability / Process, 17 January 2017 · 17 views

green tea
green tea the key is to keep on drinking liquids. constantly.
tomorrow's morning goal: 65.2
thursday goal: 64.8
friday goal: 64.2
saturday goal: 63.8
sunday goal: 63.2



Posted by lovebonesandskin16 in lovebonesandskin16's Blog, 17 January 2017 · 21 views

The last couple days have been heavy on me...I didnt feel like eating and yet I did...Maybe tomorrow I'll weigh in but idk. I'm starting to notice some nice things going on with my body though i need to lose more its something nice to notice. My wrists and knuckles and parts of my lower thigh are starting to look thinner...I started exercising as of last...


well fuck me

Posted by SicLuceatLux in SicLuceatLux's Blog, 17 January 2017 · 31 views

im such a fucking failure... i fell in, i ate, i gained... didnt dare weigh myself today, but yesterday it said 92,8!!! im freaking colosal!!  
i need to get myself under control... i need to lose... 1 kg, before the end of this week... i can do that... i must... must be under 91kg on sunday morning... must... shall....


Food hoarding

Posted by pomosapien in Pomosapien's blog, 17 January 2017 · 20 views

I picked up an individually-wrapped chocolate today in the staff room and put it in my pocket. When I'm left alone with food I have this horrible habit of sneaking it away and hiding it. I had no intention of eating this chocolate, I just couldn't walk past without taking something. Of course, I forgot about it, sat on it and squashed it and then threw it...


Day 16

Posted by Flutegirl in A music teacher's dirty secret. , 17 January 2017 · 31 views

385 cal. yesterday and an hour of PiYo (god that shit is cray! DO IT). I ate protein before I went to the gym so I didn't die but I ended up passing out in the middle of class anyways. #embarassingmuch? BUT I got back up after a few minutes and finished and still burned 300 calories. Perseverance baby! I was 153.8 this morning. PRAY FOR A SNOW DAY TOMORRO...


Day 9 of 30

Posted by ohtobe103 in Oh To Be 103, 17 January 2017 · 31 views

Day 9 of 30 (this is my first blog entry) 
I am right on schedule as I have lost ten pounds in 9 days. Last time I did the juice cleanse (fast...what you will) I lost a pound a day. My breakfast is juiced fruit, my lunch is juiced vegetable (occasionally mixed with fruit for the sweetness), and for dinner when I get home from work (if I'm not too tir...


bad news, and I'm an idiot

Posted by riskyyoungskin in Life of a Young skin, 17 January 2017 · 36 views

got the worse news that I could have gotten. I'm not allowed to keep going in school right now. They are holding my place for September but the appeal didn't work and they believe that stupid whore-faced cunt and not me.
Moving on, cuz if I talk about it I will cry all over again.  My fiance is away for work and I ordered a pizza. I had a weak momen...


Yesterday and Today

Posted by StarvingGoth in FakingPerfection's Blog, 17 January 2017 · 20 views

I ended up eating a lot last night due to stress. I know it wasn't quite at 1,000, but it was still way over the 200 that I was supposed to be having, but I'm going to try to not let it get to me too much because according to my fitbit I burned over 2,000 and walked like 6 miles. I want to weigh myself right now, but I know it I do the number will have go...


Hello everyone ^^

Posted by overdosindyin in Let' burn out, 17 January 2017 · 40 views

hello everyone,
so today I decided to create a blog to share my thoughts on my everyday life with you. I already ahve a tumblr blog but that's not so personal.
I'm 17 years old and from Hamburg, Germany. I am so in love with my best friend and it consumes me. He has a girlfriend in colone and has already betrayed her with me (we are best friends who fuck...


Considering food

Posted by tudel in tudel's Blog, 17 January 2017 · 31 views

I've been on a liquid fast (0-300 kcal / day) since New years and I am really starting to miss the feeling of chewing on something. Maybe it's time to eat. But I'm so afraid to fuck up my progress. I'm still losing weight every day, except one. But it would do my metabolism good, right? 
Uh, I don't know. I'm too hungry to think.


Day 13

Posted by Puffle10 in A girl in a great big world, 17 January 2017 · 24 views

8:30am wake up. Did morning workout called the "21,15,9"...honestly burpees kill me.
Eat small bowl of Bircher Muesli. Did some homework. Distracted myself from eating by watching teen wolf and movies.
Snacked on frozen grapes and frozen mango!! For dinner was nasi goreng and then I had work GRR. Planning to do more exercise when staying at my...


I'm back

Posted by grapenwine in cooopie's Blog, 17 January 2017 · 28 views

I miss being skinny. And hot. And sexy. My goal for 2017 (or really the upcoming spring) is to weight 121 lbs.  
I am pumped. Restricting and working out starts straight away. No excuses.

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