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#21 boddah

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 09:48 AM

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 10:55 AM

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 11:55 AM

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:22 PM

Dead things. If I'm walking down the side walk and there's a roadkill it makes me have a mini heart attack. I know it can't do anything to me but it really freaks me out anyways.

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:28 PM

Bees lol, more like a phobia I think

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:18 PM

chickens.

i am deathly afraid of chickens.

 

I'm afraid of mayonnaise. It's the most disgusting thing in the world and if it touches me I scream.

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 01:51 PM

Flying spiders.

 

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 08:21 PM

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 08:23 PM

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 09:39 PM

Idk if this is "weird or uncommon", but shower and bathtub floors. I always wear flip flops because everyone pees in the shower (guilty) and then someone pulls the hair out of the drain and just LEAVES IT IN THE CORNER??? Barf. I know it's just hair, but it makes my toes curl just thinking of this.

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Posted 13 January 2017 - 08:31 AM

Creatures in my room that could be there laying next to me or under my bed or something (I always have to check). I never sleep without light, and can't look out of the window or sleep with an open window, an open closet, an open door or stay in a dark room/hallway/garden/whatever for more than a milisecond. I panic so much that I can't breathe (plus I have asthma), and when I go (run) up the stairs I have to turn on and off one light after the other (turn on the light in the kitchen, then the light in the open room, then the stairs' light; then I turn off the light in the kitchen, then the light in the open room, then I run up the stairs, turn on the light in the hallway, then in my room, then turn off the light of the stairs etc.). I always feel as if there was something watching me, and there's nights when I don't sleep until the sun goes up, it's horrible. I feel ridiculous, as if I was a kid (I'm 17). And I actually believe that our house is haunted.

And I'm also scared of all the foods I'm allergic to like pistachios, pumpkin seeds, milk chocolate etc., whenever I can smell it I panic and am scared that I'll get an allergic reaction once I breathe it in.
Aand I'm scared of drunk people. There was this one time where I was at a friends birthday party in 9th grade, and almost all the boys had drunk and I got really scared and left as fast as I could. Idk why. I've never been to a party since then because of that, and I don't go anywhere with a risk of alcohol being around. I've never drank anything alcoholic in my life before either. Glad that nobody in our house does it.
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Posted 13 January 2017 - 08:39 AM

Loud noises and especially dog noises.

I went to visit my husband he has an Italian Mastiff...

It kept boofing at me every time I even went within its view like I enter the kitchen and he wasn't even in the kitchen he just saw me and started barking and baring his teeth at me I just walked away crying (at least he kept me out of the kitchen so I hardly ever ate).

Also when dogs play they make growling death noises like they're going to sink their teeth into each other's necks and it's not okay at all...

 

I told my husband I was not having Angus (the Mastiff) in our house and it'd have to stay right where it is with his mum. It's most attached to her anyway so I don't want to separate them...

 

I'm probably going to think of so many more things I'm terrified of that are a LOT more weird but they just haven't come to me rn... 


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Posted 13 January 2017 - 08:43 AM

Elevators, I feel there's so much that could go wrong.
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Posted 13 January 2017 - 11:48 AM

balloon popping, teeth, and the dentist like for real i have panic attacks at the dentist and it all stems from when my mom would just hide baby teeth on a shelf in my room and one time when i moved something on that shelf they all cam pouring over me


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Posted 13 January 2017 - 12:28 PM

You guys are probaly going to laugh at me now but I have a legit fear of wet paper.

No no, tissues and napkins are fine with me but like legit paper you write on scares the shit out of me when wet.

I have NO clue why, but I just cringe so much when paper gets wet. I refuse to touch it even after it's dried lmao.


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Posted 13 January 2017 - 03:10 PM

i have a strange fear of dying of carbon monoxide poisoning. I know it's unlikely but I always think about it.


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Posted 13 January 2017 - 03:22 PM

The sun/bright lights, this is horrible I know but..midgets. clowns (why are they so fucking happy, stop it), the general public and talking to humans

Also, feet! And fingernails.
Like the opening scene of "the ring" where theres a finger being pushed down on a nail? Yeah. Fuck. That.
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Posted 13 January 2017 - 05:27 PM

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Posted 13 January 2017 - 05:47 PM

Wind turbines. Legit scare the fuck out of me and I have 12 near my house.

Swear to god those mother heffers are something out of transformers and when no ones watching grow some legs & arms and shit. Nooo thank you.

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Posted 13 January 2017 - 06:10 PM

ketchup, even just holding the bottle.

 

this fear started when i was 5 years old when i tasted ketchup for the first time. it was the most disgusting thing i had tasted in my little life so i got extremely grossed out by ketchup, the way it looked and the way it smelled and the way it tasted. over time it turned into a fear for some reason. i'm really scared of getting it on my hands so they will smell ketchup and be gross so that's why i can't even hold a bottle of it. i'm scared it will be some stains on the outside of the bottle.

 

i actually have a little bit of trouble sitting at the same table as someone eating ketchup but it's ok and it was worse when i was younger. now i just try to ignore it.


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