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The Worst Thing to Happen During a Binge

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:30 AM

For me, I'd have to say scorching your tongue when eating hot food too fast.


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:35 AM

Stomach rupture 


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:36 AM

I feel you, that really sucks D:

 

For me it's that moment when the feeling of fullness (bordering on uncomfortable) really starts to set in but you know you're not gonna be able to stop eating. It's the point where someone who didn't have issues with binging would put down the food without a second thought, but you know that's not going to happen. Plus for me personally that's the point where the guilt really starts to set in, like I may have been hungry before so I could justify it a bit, but once I know I'm full I just feel disgusting and gluttonous for eating anything else.


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:36 AM

Stomach rupture 

:o  :o  :o  o-or that... that would be pretty bad too... 


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:45 AM

:o  :o  :o  o-or that... that would be pretty bad too... 

just a bit ;)


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:48 AM

Someone calling for a lengthy conversation while I'm like 'fuck me I gotta puke'


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 06:16 AM

For me its actually seeing someone during my binge. I hate people seeing me because I'm sure I look crazed, and I always feel about 200 lbs, not to mention the fact that I'm so ashamed. Almost as if keeping it private is better because I can almost distort my own memory of it somehow


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 08:13 AM

I second the above...its someone seeing me and even worse, commenting on what I'm eating/doing D: horrible

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 08:34 AM

Not the worst thing, but once I binge ate a tub of ice cream using my fingers because there were no spoons around. I think frostnip had begun... my fingers hurt for days after


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 09:48 AM

When you bite down on your tongue by accident or, when you are eating chips and encounter a sharp chip that scractches your mouth.

 

You know its gonna hurt like a bitch later when you start puking up stomach acid :/


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 02:27 PM

someone walking in on me. or yeah ruptured stomache


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:11 PM

Someone catching me doing it. The absolute worst is them walking in on me but it would be awful for anyone to find out at all. Especially, my family.
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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:35 PM

Not only someone walking in on you mid-binge, but someone making comments.

 

"Geesh, you're eating all that?"

 

"Dang, hungry much?"

 

"Why'd you get all that food?"


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Posted 13 January 2017 - 08:56 PM

Either someone seeing me or finding evidences of my binges. I get mortified when someone is commenting on how there's less food in a kitchen 


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Posted 15 January 2017 - 03:46 AM

Went to the shop in total binge mode on Friday night and the cashier actually commented on what I was buying. I was outraged and mortified...never going there again!

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Posted 15 January 2017 - 04:03 AM

When I get comments from my family like ''Do you not feel a bit sick? How can you eat so much?'' When the person commenting weights 17stone and I weigh just over 8 :/
When I get comments about my eating now I write them all in a notebook as future anti-binge motivation.
The worst binge I had though:
I'd eaten so much I was in agony, so much sugar I though I'd pass out, bt my stomach muscles were so distended I couldn't puke. I nearly rang the NHS that night.
It still didn't stop me binging again, but I've never let myself get that bad since, so I guess it helped in some fucked up way.

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Posted 15 January 2017 - 01:03 PM

someone walking in on me

my mom asking me if I know were are the 2 or 3 pacotes of cookeis that were in the kitchen, or if I konw were is all the bread that she bought in the morning



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Posted 16 January 2017 - 07:11 AM

Once during a binge I bit so hard I removed and almost swallowed my lip piercing (not a ring so it can be removed pretty easily). I then had to spit out my mouthful and look for it. So like, whenever I think "nah I don't have a problem", I remember that lol

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Posted 16 January 2017 - 07:29 AM

I hate hate HATE it when someone comes in when I'm binging. My mother always feels the need to knock on my door for some completely unnecessary reason while I'm sitting cross-legged on a pile of candy wrappers.


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Posted 16 January 2017 - 01:08 PM

I hate hate HATE it when someone comes in when I'm binging. My mother always feels the need to knock on my door for some completely unnecessary reason while I'm sitting cross-legged on a pile of candy wrappers.


Omg my mum does this alllll the time! It's so annoying!

The worst thing that happened during a binge is that I choked and I was home alone. I was pissed I was about to die because I hadn't finished my food yet LOL
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