DISCLAIMER: I am a spoonie, which means there's a very high chance I'll have a day or a few days where I fall off the wagon. Please don't expect perfection here. I am not trying to make excuses for myself, i just am letting you know that for me it's about intention, not perfection.
So there was a thought for a while there that I was pregnant, but I just took a test yesterday and it came out negative (I'm happy, but at the same time I'm devastated)... then I got called 'fatpso' by a pro ana blog on tumblr this morning... so I am taking these two things happening within 24 hours as a sign that I need to stop this daily fight with ED recovery and just give in... it's obvious that losing weight is all I'm good for...
Before Pic Below (dated 3/19)
SW: 194.1 (3/19)
Basic Meal Plan (at least for the beginning) -
Breakfast: Coffee (60) with creamer (varies) and splenda (0)
Lunch: whatever (depends on cal limit for the day)
Dinner: Tyson chicken breast (110)
Rewards System: (if you could give me advice I'd appreciate it)
189.9 - upper lobe piercing
175 - Dragon ps3 skin