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#1 mirrormia

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Posted 20 April 2017 - 09:54 PM

I notice how people are saying they purge hands free, but what does that exactly mean? Like you literally don't use your fingers and just use your muscles to purge?



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Posted 20 April 2017 - 09:58 PM

Yepooo :rolleyes:


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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:01 PM

Right on OP
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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:04 PM

Yepooo :rolleyes:

i keep forgetting to tell you but you're like legit my cousin's doppelgänger lol
If you had a Canadian accent you'd sound like her too because your voices are so similar!

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#5 mirrormia

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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:05 PM

Right on OP

 

 

Yepooo :rolleyes:

Omg I would never be able to do that. Do you use your arm to wrap it around your stomach?



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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:07 PM

Omg I would never be able to do that. Do you use your arm to wrap it around your stomach?

Not really maybe sometimes I'll push with my hand on it

On the flip side I cannot purge with my hands at all
Like I can scratch my throat bloody and nothing comes up
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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:12 PM

I just bend over and contract my stomach muscles
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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:16 PM

Yeah but I can only do it hands free when I've already been doing it with my hands for a few minutes prior. After that I can kind of clench up my stomach while thinking about throwing up and it'll just happen. Sometimes I make myself burp to purge more. I'll drink a little something fizzy to help out. I'll burp and more will come up, even when I'm not trying to burp.


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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:17 PM

i keep forgetting to tell you but you're like legit my cousin's doppelgänger lol
If you had a Canadian accent you'd sound like her too because your voices are so similar!

Oh my gosh I'm so intrigued! 


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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:17 PM

Not really maybe sometimes I'll push with my hand on it
On the flip side I cannot purge with my hands at all
Like I can scratch my throat bloody and nothing comes up

Omg same I have to shove four fingers down and it only gets like a drop out.
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#11 Slowly_Making_It

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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:18 PM

Omg I would never be able to do that. Do you use your arm to wrap it around your stomach?

Nah I don't do that, I have actually tried to purge with my fingers and literally gagged once and wanted to die! I don't know how y'all do it.. 

I just bend over  :ph34r:


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#12 Grey Thoughts

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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:19 PM

Omg same I have to shove four fingers down and it only gets like a drop out.

I remember once fitting almost my whole fucking hand

And like nope

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#13 Grey Thoughts

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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:22 PM

Oh my gosh I'm so intrigued!

They do say there aware seven people in the world who look exactly like you
I would probably flip out and delete everything I ever posted if you were actually my cousin lol
She's a 'recovered' AN-R
Don't believe it tbh

But I feel like there's a possibility I'd bump into her here all things considered

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I'm riding up the heights of shame
I'm waiting for the call, the hand on the chest


I'm frozen to the bones, I am.


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#14 Slowly_Making_It

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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:29 PM

They do say there aware seven people in the world who look exactly like you
I would probably flip out and delete everything I ever posted if you were actually my cousin lol
She's a 'recovered' AN-R
Don't believe it tbh

But I feel like there's a possibility I'd bump into her here all things considered

Well Actuallyyyy..


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Posted 20 April 2017 - 10:31 PM

Well Actuallyyyy..

Omg don't make me paranoid lol
I'm glad you have your YouTube channel posted in your sig lmao

Or I'd be banging at admins door like yo delete my account asap
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I'm riding up the heights of shame
I'm waiting for the call, the hand on the chest


I'm frozen to the bones, I am.


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Goal BMI is 13.1 because I'm a douche

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#16 Slowly_Making_It

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Posted 21 April 2017 - 12:29 AM

Omg don't make me paranoid lol
I'm glad you have your YouTube channel posted in your sig lmao

Or I'd be banging at admins door like yo delete my account asap

Ahahahah I love you already 


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Posted 21 April 2017 - 12:40 AM

I watched a documentary before of a bulimic girl who only presses on her stomach while bending over to get it all out. Talented.



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Posted 21 April 2017 - 12:49 AM

Ahahahah I love you already

Love you too babe ❤️❤️
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A soldier on my own, I don't know the way
I'm riding up the heights of shame
I'm waiting for the call, the hand on the chest


I'm frozen to the bones, I am.


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Goal BMI is 13.1 because I'm a douche

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#19 earthboundmisfit

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Posted 21 April 2017 - 01:36 AM

I can purge hands free sometimes.  I wish it were easier but that would probably make my bulimia worse so maybe not. <_< 


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Posted 21 April 2017 - 01:39 AM

Yeah you just kinda swallow backwards 





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