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#1 RejectED

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Posted 21 April 2017 - 05:54 AM

I'm an actual alcoholic in recovery & blew it

Is 70cl of vodka & half a bottle of red wine an actual insane amount??? Or fair enough for an alchie?

It was drank over the whole course of the day/night actually so not just in the evening. Just hate withdrawing & sweating & feeling scared 😪😪😪

Bulimia is no fun but this.....this is sooooooo shit 😞😞😞

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Posted 21 April 2017 - 05:56 AM

Yes it is a lot.

Can you figure out why you drank so you can cope better in the future? Big hugs xxxxx
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Posted 21 April 2017 - 06:02 AM

I just looked up that that's 1456 calories in just the vodka, Jesus I wasn't even sick which is ironic kind of.

Well I have an incling why & all that but I really shouldn't be drinking even if my arse falls off, like no situation is going to be made better by me being drunk, & I know this stuff!!

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Posted 21 April 2017 - 06:14 AM

I'm so sorry you're feeling bad about this and that you're even going through it x 

Do you have something to keep your mind preoccupied for today/tonight?


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Posted 21 April 2017 - 06:36 AM

I just looked up that that's 1456 calories in just the vodka, Jesus I wasn't even sick which is ironic kind of.

Well I have an incling why & all that but I really shouldn't be drinking even if my arse falls off, like no situation is going to be made better by me being drunk, & I know this stuff!!

It's good that youve got to the point where you do know this stuff though. It isn't a relapse, just a little bump in the road. Stick through the next few days and you will be okay. This isn't the end of the world okay, everybody makes mistakes. You just have to take control of what you do next.

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Posted 21 April 2017 - 07:25 AM

Rather than focus on whether it was a lot of alcohol I'd try and think about what made you drink so you can avoid that trigger again. Treat it's a bump in the road and a learning experience.
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Posted 22 April 2017 - 05:38 AM

At least I stopped. I guess that's something. I'm so very depressed 😞
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