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#33021 khaos-

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 11:30 AM

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ciabatta (freshly baked bread), 750gr nutella, nippon chocolate cookies, jelly beans, chocolate ginger bread rolls (dutch, so no literal translation for it), salted nuts.

 

warmed up bread with melted nutella = heaven:

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#33022 uglypig

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 11:31 AM

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:38 PM

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:16 PM

My capacity for and enjoyment of binges is decreasing rapidly. You'd think this is a good thing, but instead I'm just kind of irritated; I still get the strong binge urges, but I don't really like whatever I eat after the first item, and there's still lots of food that I would only eat during a binge that I think I want to eat, but can't because I get too full (cons of being a non-vomiting bulimic). Ugh. Can't win with this disorder, can you? /end rant Anyway.

 

From a few days ago:

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Started with instant miso soup.
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I made the best egg ever: egg + salt + pepper + cheese + dried garlic (I bet it'd be even better with fresh garlic).

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Chocolate coconut Clif bar that didn't taste coconut-y enough.

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Me being predictable: instant veggie soup and Babybel cheese.
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Three packets of instant cinnamon blueberry oatmeal.

 

Yesterday:

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Veggie chili from my uni's food court.
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Giant slice of veggie pizza.

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White chocolate raspberry Quest bar (my favourite flavour).

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Granola bar that was both too sweet and also tasted kinda gross. I have another one sitting in my pantry, but I don't really want to eat it.
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Mixed berry coconut Bounce energy ball. I loved the texture of this.

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Hot chocolate in my cute purple jar mug.
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Four portions of ricce + veggies + light soy sauce that were supposed to be for convenient dinners while restricting LOL #champ.


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:40 PM

Dude I used to b/p in the large Family/Disabled bathrooms just like this! I couldn't b/p at home when my guy was there so I'd just leave, find a public toilet, set up on the floor and do my thing. In fact I would even b/p in the regular stalls too, and just balance my food on my lap or wherever, where I'm sure people heard my chewing and crinkly packages but I didn't give a fuck. (Not my proudest moment, lol)
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Aahh! It brings me so much relief knowing I'm not the only one that does this.

You just need a place of solitude away from everyone (even if that place is a public bathroom lmao) to be able to do what you need to do.

Right back atchya ❤️
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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:42 PM

Aahh! It brings me so much relief knowing I'm not the only one that does this.

You just need a place of solitude away from everyone (even if that place is a public bathroom lmao) to be able to do what you need to do.

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Exactly!
I even had an infrequently used bathroom I always went to in the upper level of the mall lol.


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#33027 Come-Away-O-Human-Child

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:52 PM

I couldn't help but post this!
Binged on Chinese food the other day and this was my fortune :/

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Bulimia is a speeding train with no brakes, bingeing and purging and bingeing and purging no matter how broken you are, or how disgusting the food becomes, or how lost you feel. Its gorging until you can barely stand, and then puking until it hurts and you see blood. And the city around you could be burning to the ground and when it was over you’d still be standing there, in the ashes, bingeing and purging.

 

 


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:06 PM

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:17 PM

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Was rushing to buy my binge (i never understood this, but once binge mode is on, i tend to run around like a headless chicken buying food) that i didn't even look at the price of the donuts, them donuts are kinda expensive!


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Die donuts zijn lekker en ja duur xp. Maar ik keek maandag ook niet naar de prijs van al mn binge eten. Kwam op 11 euro nog wat uit 😅
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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:18 PM

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Nuked Gingerbread dough and peanut icecream
First hardcore b/p since christmas
Tasted a lot better then it looks


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 06:05 PM

HELLO HELLO HELLO

 

i got back from italy a couple of days ago, and let's just say that it was an interesting experience. the food was amazing and the prices were low. here are a few pictures;

 

bomb-ass mug cake i made

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vegan burger from mc donald's. it wasn't very good. the bread was dry and my stomach felt weird after eating it :-(

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NOW LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THIS ONE; this is a vanilla tartufo from l'universo vegan ("the vegan universe"), an italian food chain that only sells vegan food. this was so fucking good. it was fluffy, creamy and crunchy. 10/10 would recommend

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this is chocolate wrapped in puff pastry. pretty damn good. 

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pizza that i got from a joint near my place and peas+artichokes my aunt made. so fucking good.

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bonus pic; the best tea ever;

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 06:42 PM

what up

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 08:07 PM

Today was/is ridiculous

Woke up, immediately went to the food court to b/p

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Red pepper/spinach/mushroom Stromboli

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Cinnabon!
There was a member here, rice, who'd always binge on these and I haven't seen them in a while and I hope they're ok...

Then I went to the fucking Cheesecake Factory because why not right?
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Free bread hah

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Fried mac and cheese oohhhh my fucking God

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Eggplant Parmesan with pesto noodles
I'm not used to being served lunch on a fucking platter but my bulimia is not upset ngl

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Chocolate cheesecake, flourless chocolate cake base, chocolate mousse topping

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Allllll of the perogies

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#33034 salad days

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 08:19 PM

*images of beautiful food*

 

 

M888 YOU'RE MY BINGE SOULMATE


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 08:27 PM

vegan burger from mc donald's. it wasn't very good. the bread was dry and my stomach felt weird after eating it :-(
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What?!? I've never heard of this.


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 08:29 PM


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"I was naive

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I was deceived by the wrapping
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And I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely"

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 08:31 PM

What?!? I've never heard of this.


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i got it in italy, and i wouldn't recommend it. fun fact; you don't get free ketchup with your food in italy, BUT you can buy mc donald's ketchup in the supermarket :-)


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 09:00 PM

Wasn't planning on binging, but oh well
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Ginger fish with vegetables
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Sweet and sour chicken
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Two containers of fried rice


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Posted 11 January 2017 - 09:37 PM

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 10:23 PM

Fettuccine Alfredo - I have heaps more of this in the fridge that I want to b/p right now but I'm trying to save it for tomorrow :unsure:

 

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Chips

 

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Trying out some different cereals that are on sale - this one was alright but yesterday's was better

 

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Chocolate

 

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Cookies

 

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Buttered toast

 

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Roast pumpkin sandwich

 

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And jam donut ice creams - (excuse my gross hand) they didn't really taste like jam donuts but I did like them. They also had pockets of custard through them which was good but it would have been nice if there was more of it.

 

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