WOW. See this is what I want and why I hesitate to restrict like I used to. I want a body like this and I want to feel like this. I can't with my ED, but at the same time i'm still lost on how to get there. *sigh*
But read this!
Idk about you but I'd rather weigh more and have a lean, tight body then weigh less and feel sick and dead and skinny fat.
But how? blahh