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#21 slickville

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Posted 24 July 2013 - 11:32 AM

When I went to a theme park with my friends; 

The car journey there for breakfast I ate a tube of pringles and a big bag of jelly tots. For lunch I had Burger and fries. Throughout the day I had another tube of pringles, a bag of skittle, and tub of mixed sweets


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Posted 24 July 2013 - 04:18 PM

UGH whenever in someone else's home and the toilet gets clogged or won't flush. So embarrassing. But at least you can say you just have the flu food poisoning or something...


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Posted 24 July 2013 - 04:42 PM

Basically purging a peanut butter sandwich (dry) and ending up choking because a large piece got caught in my throat. I ended up having to grab my toothbrush and stabbing it to dislodge it.

That and about two years ago I literally spent the whole day binging & purging and ended up eating everything in my house including the condiments and sauces
I had to spend over $400 to replace half of the stuff. Thankfully my mother never noticed (or mentioned anything)


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Posted 26 July 2013 - 02:38 AM

When I was pregnant with my son my stomach muscles split apart.  A couple of years later (in 1996) I binged on an empty stomach on potato chips and powdered doughnuts and didn't drink anything with the food.  The food was so dry that I could not purge it.  I tried and tried and tried to get it up.  So what ended up happening is that I unknowingly pushed my intestines out, in between my stomach muscles--the intestine was caught in between the muscles (but I did not know it).  No food or liquid could get past the spot that was trapped in between the stomach muscles.  My body started poisoning itself.  I had pain and nausea in my stomach and only water was coming out of my rectum for several days.  Finally the pain in my stomach got so bad that I went to the doctor (I had missed several days of work already).  The doctor could feel the intestine that was protruding out between my stomach muscles.  She literally pushed the intestines back into my stomach cavity and then I was fine.  She said I could have died from my body poisoning itself if I had not come in when I did.   


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Posted 26 July 2013 - 03:13 AM

My worst was when I had the bright idea to purge in the bathroom of a restaurant after a big meal. This was the first time using a toilet to purge (i always did it in my backyard in the dirt) so I got some onto the toilet and floor and to make matters worse my sister came in and then told my mom that I puked so then my mom was convinced I was bulimic and kept asking me if I did it on purpose but then dropped the subject


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Posted 26 July 2013 - 07:31 PM

I b/ped while babysitting in someone elses house and they came home right as i finished cleaning up but it was so scary cause i was so paranoid and i was acting all out of it to them. And today i purged a ham and cheese sandwich and omg it tasted absolutely wretched and was painful to get up and gross seeing :( never purging meat again

 

Oh god, about the ham and cheese sandwiches - that reminds me of one of my worst purging episodes.

 

I was at my boyfriends house, and he and his roommates are pretty cash poor; they only had sandwich meat, hamburger buns, and the shitty kraft cheese singles. I was only going to make one cheese sandwich and bake it in the oven, but I completely lost control. I made about four sandwiches to bake in the oven while I ate maybe another six right on the spot. When I was done with the cold sandwiches I purged them all - DISGUSTING taste.

 

When I was done with that, I went downstairs, got the other sandwiches from the oven and completely pigged out on those, too. Then I went and purged again. OH MY GOD the warm cheese and ham was the most disgusting thing to eat. I don't even want to think about all the calories in the hamburger buns. Each sandwich was probably 100 calories in the bread alone... and I ate ten. That was pretty horrific for me. I was so scared his friends would hear me puking and trying to cough up the bread.

 

On top of it all I felt horrible for eating like half their food in one sitting. I really felt like an asshole, so I took them all out to McDonalds and ending up having another binge anyways.


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Posted 26 July 2013 - 10:57 PM

a couple moments of b/p that have stuck with me and they are..

when my mom walked in on me throwing up, but she made fun of me for it...

choking on a big piece of steak when i was trying to purge, and it was sooo scary but got it out.

and throwing up really spicy soup, it was so painful and came out of my nose and coughed for like 2 hours

and being out in public with puke breath and not being able to do anything about it quite embarrassing.....there is nothing pleasant about b/p

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Set your alarm. Get up bright and early.

Pull on a baggy top and jogging bottoms. Go outside,

no matter what the weather. Walk for ten minutes. Skip for five

minutes. Jog for five minutes. Then turn around and walk back. Nice

and early, with no one around. Then get back home again.

Cut yourself some fruit. Apples, oranges, mangoes. All in. Add a little yogurt for a healthy start of the day.

Go and pour yourself some water. Fresh water, ice cold. Refreshing. Go upstairs. Turn on the

shower. Wash your hair with nice smelling shampoo and matching conditioner.

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Posted 27 July 2013 - 12:50 AM

I once b/ped on red velvet cupcakes and I honestly believed I was dying 

It was red as fuck and I thought I purged a kidney.---I feel stupid just recalling it 


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Posted 27 July 2013 - 08:16 AM

I have two:
One time I was purging using my toothbrush and I got disgusted from the vomit and almost sqallowed my toothbrush. I kept trying to pull it up and was so scared that it might get stuck, but i pulled hard and it came out. :S
Another time I purged in the toilet and forgot to flush the water, and my sister went to the bathroom (i have a bathroom right next to my bedroom) and said: “It smells like vomit!“ and I said “I didn‘t vomit!“ and she said: “No, only in the toilet!!“. I felt so ashamed. She doesn‘t know about my ed, but I told my family I have gastric reflux and the food comes up sometimes.

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Posted 27 July 2013 - 08:23 AM

Clogging the toilets in our house. My husband went to shower, and the pipe must've been clogged because the toilet over flowed and "old" purge stuff from a few hours earlier came up. Humiliating having to clean your vomit up.
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Posted 27 July 2013 - 08:45 AM

being in residential (psych hospital) and purging everything I eat atm from stress. I swear my room must always smell. I keep the window open, purge with the bathroom fan on etc. They haven't said anything so hopefully no one knows...

 

THOUGH the cleaner yday came in just after I'd purged. :/



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Posted 27 July 2013 - 08:59 AM

My worst binge ever was chocolate cake and chicken curry with rice.. that burned on the way up and it was so terrible tasting. I will never ever eat curry again! 

I see a lot of people saying that people don't understand how disgusting mia is. It is so gross, but it is so worth it. I used to purge at work and I heard some girls talking in the bathroom that they thought someone at work was "anorexic or something" because the one toilet was always covered in puke. After that, I actually had to clean this toilet thoroughly all the f*ing time after purging. I will never purge at work again, cleaning public toilets is nasty sh**!


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Posted 27 July 2013 - 09:07 AM

One time I ate SO much food- like a Big Mac and fries and soda and all sorts of other stuff I don't remember (but I went to 2000 calories- disgusting! I NEVER even go to 1000 anymore). I didn't purge that time. But the worst was the time I ate a ton of taco salad and that horrible full belly feeling came up. I went to the bathroom and tried to purge but nothing came up. It was terrifying.


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Posted 27 July 2013 - 09:22 AM

When I was pregnant with my son my stomach muscles split apart.  A couple of years later (in 1996) I binged on an empty stomach on potato chips and powdered doughnuts and didn't drink anything with the food.  The food was so dry that I could not purge it.  I tried and tried and tried to get it up.  So what ended up happening is that I unknowingly pushed my intestines out, in between my stomach muscles--the intestine was caught in between the muscles (but I did not know it).  No food or liquid could get past the spot that was trapped in between the stomach muscles.  My body started poisoning itself.  I had pain and nausea in my stomach and only water was coming out of my rectum for several days.  Finally the pain in my stomach got so bad that I went to the doctor (I had missed several days of work already).  The doctor could feel the intestine that was protruding out between my stomach muscles.  She literally pushed the intestines back into my stomach cavity and then I was fine.  She said I could have died from my body poisoning itself if I had not come in when I did.   

oh wow... that's really scary actually. I'm glad to hear you're okay though!!


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Posted 27 July 2013 - 01:35 PM

The scariest binge for me was recently. I ate so much before purging because I was trying to cut back on the number of times I purge - it makes my face break out, swell, and my throat hurts for days. Anyways, at one point I got really scared because I thought my stomach might be full enough to tear. I mean, I was pretty scared. Ran to the bathroom and tried to purge hands free to save my throat and face but pushing on my stomach even a bit gave me pain. So I purged with my hand the usual way. I so wish I could learn how to be hands free.

 

The worst part of purging for me is (like I mentioned above) my face breaking out from vomit getting on it, my knuckle getting tore up and sore, throat sore, the splash back from the toilet (grosssss) and the humiliation of having to clean on hands and knees vomit from a toilet/the bathroom floor.


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Posted 27 July 2013 - 03:08 PM

Anytime I cough while purging and the food comes out of my nose. Low point.
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Posted 27 July 2013 - 03:16 PM

Ever purge up chocolate, or coffee? Terrible, terrible stuff.  Also the countless time's I've choked or gotten splashback on my face, yuck, and if I had forgotten to trim my finger nails... OUCH.


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Posted 27 July 2013 - 09:40 PM

chocolate is NASTY!


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Posted 27 July 2013 - 10:47 PM

When I was put in the hospital for cutting and everyone always had to keep an eye on me for my ED, and I had just finished eating an entire PB n J sandwich and then ran to the bathroom with the staff chasing me with needles and banging on the door while I purged as quickly as I can. It was pretty much scared out lol. My eyeballs felt like they were going to fall out of the socket and I threw up blood a lot after that. 

 

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Posted 28 July 2013 - 03:46 AM

my mom wasn't aware of my mia coming back until I didn't flush the toilet.... smart.


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