Posted 23 July 2013 - 01:11 PM
I don't care if I live or die anymore. I'm just existing, barely at that. So might as well be high as a kite. I'm emotionally numb. I just need to know how to find it ugh.
I can't wait to see how it helps my weight loss.
Posted 23 July 2013 - 01:22 PM
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 01:23 PM
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 01:25 PM
There's nothing I could say to stop you, but I wish you wouldn't, love. Stay safe. xo
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 01:34 PM
Yeah that's really not a good idea. You could even end up in prison . I've known ppl who have done hard drugs and none has a happy ending- you lose everything you own, including your hair and teeth and self respect. Then you go to jail, get out, and lose even more.
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 01:38 PM
Don't do it if you want to be attractive and/or like your face.
Do adderall instead, you'll still speed like crazy, but sometimes its cheaper and you could even get a script and not get a felony if you're caught with it.
Posted 23 July 2013 - 01:39 PM
Nobody will change your decision but you, however, at least consider doing a better drug. I'd recommend cocaine as opposed to meth. I've seen people cope with cocaine addiction and be able to even function relatively well while high out of their mind. Meth will just destroy you.
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 01:41 PM
I'm assuming you know all the risks involved?Long-term meth users aren't exactly beautiful either :/ I've been around a lot of them. Nasty teeth, terrible skin with those sores, they usually smell bad because once you become addicted, hygiene isn't a priority, the list goes on. I think you'd be better off trying a different drug. Most anything is better than meth. (And a lot help you lose weight too) most other drugs are far less addictive as well.
Well, I hope you've done your research on meth. So if that's what you really want, I wish you luck
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:07 PM
I agree with maybe adderall instead. It's cheaper, it's less damaging, and it has similar weight loss effects. Another one - adipex. If you have a really overweight friend you could try to get him/her to get a script for that and sell it to you. Super potent stimulant designed specifically for weight loss. Please don't go down the meth hole.
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:13 PM
meth makes you look ugly.
amphetamine is kind of like meth but without all of the ugly long term effects.
i'm not saying amphetamine is good, i'm just saying that i think it is a better option than methamphetamine.
that stuff causes so much damage.
last summer when i got sent to a crazy house my roommate was a meth addict with a 17 month old child named hope.
she wasn't fit to be a mother. her baby was sent into the foster care system after the police were called to her section 8 housing because of reports of the people in the house cooking meth and giving it to the child and to a dog that lived there. the dog had to be put down but the child survived and hopefully will grow up with no recollection of her first year on earth or any long term health issues.
that girl's story tore me to pieces.
i wanted to share this story with you because meth is seriously the most scary drug on this planet. i know that you feel hopeless and you just want to die anyway, so you feel like there is no reason not to do meth. but there is because meth doesn't just effect your own life, it effects the lives of everyone around you.
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:18 PM
I second the Adderall suggestion. I bet it's easier to find too. But then again if I wanted to get some meth I have no idea where I would look. And I live in Denver xD (apparently Colorado's got a lot of meth, but all I see are stoners and e-tards).
You posted this on a forum so I assume you wanted feedback and I am hoping that what you got might influence your decision. Meth is..it's a street drug. It's dirty and laced. Half the time it's just crack.
Just try and think about it from a different light for a bit. I truly hope you change your mind but I doubt any of these responses will really make an impact. It's all up to you.
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:26 PM
I hope with all my heart they you'll change your mind on this its not a pretty road, I understand being numb but it'll make you beyond numb and coming back will be that much harder
best wishes to you dear
Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:29 PM
Ephedrine is used to make meth, though it takes large amounts (I am NOT suggesting trying to make it, lol, I'm just pointing out the similarities.) If you're over 18 you can buy something like that, and it's legal. Combining it with caffeine can cause a strong appetite suppressant effect.
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:29 PM
While I know I probably can't sway you from your opinion... Meth is a terrible drug and it destroys lives! It isn't worth it in the long run. Sending you lots of happy thoughts... Be safe
Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:33 PM
You'll get addicted... but if i was older i wuld probably be doing the same thing. It is going to be close to impossible to find tho... Dealers with that kinda thing r all hidden and crap. Maybe if your in a city. Well ya i hope you find something else (like emotion) without it
Posted 23 July 2013 - 02:43 PM
pros: u lose tons of weight, you have tons of energy, u feel high a lot
cons: it makes you look absolutely disgusting. Like, oozing sores on your face disgusting. But your addiction will make you want to eat the ooze, because you know it's meth seeping out of your pores and you can get high on it again. Imagine binging on scabs from your face and arms, that's hot right??! Oh, and also you will have zero respect from anyone and zero self respect. Then there's the prison time, I know someone who went to jail at 21 for manufacturing. She will never get out. You will do permanent damage to your brain. Imagine not being able to think straight for the rest of your life. Where I am from there is a lot of meth use. Trust me, it's LITERALLY the LAST thing you should want. Just take the ephedrine, you know, minus the Coleman lighter fluid and Draino. Completely legal, it helps, and it wont make you look like an 80 year old zombie.
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Posted 23 July 2013 - 03:57 PM
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