What Bulimic thoughts are you having right now?
Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:19 PM
me, right now?
I just want to binge and purge so bad right now.
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:22 PM
I'm feeling faint af today but still want to b/p.
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:26 PM
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:32 PM
I feel like crap already, so hopefully, if there's something out there taking care of me, I'll get explosively car sick and throw everything up.
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:33 PM
i am hungry. i wish i could have eaten a normal lunch today like a normal person. instead I'll just have a few "safe" snacks until dinner. i am so afraid to eat more than a tiny bit during the day because i am afraid that will trigger a binge/purge.
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:39 PM
I've eaten everything in this house, so I'm desperately trying to figure out some secret stash of food I haven't devoured yet, but am instead gonna go out and purge as of now.
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:41 PM
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give up the chance for something real
so you can hold on to hope
the thing is, hope is for sissies
Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:46 PM
i literally have no money to binge and purge right now. i'm so fucking broke it's not even funny. I have to keep the 25 dollars i have left for gas money or i won't make it to class for my midterm this week :/
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:49 PM
that i need to eat - so that i can be sick
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 02:52 PM
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GW: 75 lbs
Posted 01 May 2015 - 03:11 PM
I could just order food so I can purge. God, I want to purge. But I can't. Well I can. I shouldn't though.
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 03:14 PM
Earlier, I almost choked to death on a giant chunk of food lodged in my throat while purging and instead of saying "purging is stupid and dangerous, this is not worth it" I just told myself "I need to chew my food better" ........... haha, idk anymore. I swear in some way, shape, or form, this will be the death of me, lol.
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Posted 01 May 2015 - 03:17 PM
thinking about all of the leftover chinese food there is in the fridge right now and how badly i want to b/p it, but resisting because my fam would freak if i said i ate all of the leftovers. sigh..
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waiting for the day when I will be enough
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