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What Bulimic thoughts are you having right now?


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#10781 dishonourable

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Posted Today, 01:30 PM

I just need to write this down right now.. since my relapse I always thought that I have everything under control because I was able to control my binge urges to the point that I only binge on selected two days a week and I was okay with that and felt alright. but since last week its getting out of control and I can't control it anymore and b/p more than ever these last few months. I am afraid that I will b/p multiple times a day like I used to before my "recovery" year.. I am afraid that as stupid as it sounds not I am in control anymore but bulimia (who am I kidding she was the whole time but It felt like I was)

#10782 FattierThanYou

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Posted Today, 03:29 PM

I am having like serious cravings and last week i ate like 5000 calories in a massive binge (no joke) i hate myself so much i am done with this all of this i hate life and just want to disappear, does C/S work i need help getting my life out of this Sh!t hole and closer to my dream weight of 85 plz help a fellow sister out




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