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#8901 Dont remember didnt happen

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 11:53 AM

Yup

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#8902 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:02 PM

Yes, Hello again!!


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 313.5 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#8903 allthethingsyouforgot

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 01:05 PM

ack nooo

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And yeah, sometimes you cry yourself to sleep because the thought of him gone is to much heartbreak. But other times you’re making coffee & you’re waiting for the toast to pop & the smell of coffee grains & toast being burnt just a little makes you miss him. And other times it hits you when you’re stopped at a red light & it flashes you back to the time when red lights were filled with quick kisses. And sometimes there isn’t toast being burnt, there isn’t coffee being made & you’re not in the car, sometimes it just hurts.

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i'm vegan and i kinda want to recover

 

i dont really know why i'm still on this site like i'm being healthy and eating normal and i'm happy and i never want to go back to that place i've been in for the past long time and i feel like i'm finally swimming up from the depths of a blacks sea and taking a long deserved breath of air

 

like it's been at least 3 months since i've restricted, and even then i was mostly doing okay. it's been at least a year since i was really bad. and yeah i struggle with binging and stuff sometimes but i'm kinda taking control of that too and i have my bad days and stuff, like it isn't all sunshine or anything. but we all have bad days. i'm a lot better now but i'm still holding onto this place where i always went when i was at my lowest moments. this place holds so many bad memories for me

 

​but also so many amazing ones, and there's so many friends i've made on this site and this community is so very accepting

 

and eventually i'll have to let this part of my life go because it's just holding me down but i'm afraid of change and i'm a sucker for self destruction, so of course i'll continue to do things that i know will destroy me

 

because this site just brings everything rushing back to me and sometimes it makes me jealous of the people who are actively struggling. and that's a terrible type of jealousy. i don't really know what i'm doing with myself right now, i guess i'm just trying to survive or something

 

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#8904 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 01:18 PM

ack yes? lol wth was that about haha?


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 313.5 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#8905 RandomPanda

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 02:44 PM

yeah


Ma tu chi sei che avanzando nel buio della notte inciampi nei miei più segreti pensieri?

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 


#8906 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:03 PM

I see them around all of a sudden so yes


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 313.5 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#8907 iscarewhitepeople

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:05 PM

I think so, your name is familiar c:


i have life by the neck and drag it along. rarely does it move fast enough.


#8908 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:12 PM

nope but they seem lovely. :)


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 313.5 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#8909 thixn

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:16 PM

Nope

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#8910 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 03:16 PM

no


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 313.5 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#8911 AHouseToAsh

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 04:17 PM

Yup.

Maybe it's just a messy process. Like burning a house to ash.

I tried to drive everyone away. So I could quietly burn myself to ash without burning them, too.

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#8912 Katie Katie

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 04:19 PM

Yes :)



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Posted 11 January 2017 - 04:31 PM

Yep hi :)

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 05:46 PM

Yess I do
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GW 2: 52kg reached at 5-10-2016
GW 3: 50kg reached at 27-11-2016
GW 4: 48kg reached at 15-1-2017
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Posted 11 January 2017 - 08:51 PM

No

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#8916 Katie Jane

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 09:38 PM

Yep


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Posted 12 January 2017 - 12:09 AM

Nope.

Maybe it's just a messy process. Like burning a house to ash.

I tried to drive everyone away. So I could quietly burn myself to ash without burning them, too.

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 12:54 AM

yup


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Posted 12 January 2017 - 01:00 AM

nop


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Posted 12 January 2017 - 01:14 AM

Yes


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