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#1 Bibliophile

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:21 PM

I'd really just like to punch her in the face. Just once. 


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But you know what—it’s not bad to be different. To be so weird and to love getting speedy and to be chaotic and to love taking notes and copying poems and sleep with pictures of Sid Vicious above your bed. I collected drug baggies and I couldn’t help it; I still love them and all the patterns. I bought them on Ebay. I liked to starve myself and if I had to go to sleep with a man at 1:00 AM I was so miserable. But it was and is OK: it’s just a different life. It’s just different.

 

I lost my way home while exploring the galaxy. 

 

 

 


#2 gracelsf

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:21 PM

I'm hungry.
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:22 PM

The mango worked, at last i am pooping loads!!! (Mega TMI, sorry).
Other than that; i need to go work on my contemporary dance solo :)
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:23 PM

I need a hug :(
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:24 PM

I think I'm finally getting over him..


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#6 michiko malandro

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:25 PM

I'm so cold. Like seriously, actually shivering.
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i need to be: weightless
height: 5'2
cw: 87lbs


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:25 PM

SkinnyKensi*** BIG HUG*** <3
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:25 PM

I need a hug :(


*gives you all my hugs* <3
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i need to be: weightless
height: 5'2
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:26 PM

I'm so disgusting I need to clean my room 


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#10 Bibliophile

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:27 PM

....and then I'd like to punch her again


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But you know what—it’s not bad to be different. To be so weird and to love getting speedy and to be chaotic and to love taking notes and copying poems and sleep with pictures of Sid Vicious above your bed. I collected drug baggies and I couldn’t help it; I still love them and all the patterns. I bought them on Ebay. I liked to starve myself and if I had to go to sleep with a man at 1:00 AM I was so miserable. But it was and is OK: it’s just a different life. It’s just different.

 

I lost my way home while exploring the galaxy. 

 

 

 


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:28 PM

I like this boy very much !  :wub:


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:28 PM

Thank you all so much for the hugs! I'm in a shitty mood today :( all I've done is binge like the fat cow I am.

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:28 PM

Fuck you Doritos...


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#14 HauntedImmensly

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:30 PM

Need to clean my dirty room
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"'Cause sometimes you just feel tired, you feel weak
And when you feel weak you feel like you want to just give up
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that **** out of you and get motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you want to just fall flat on your face and collapse."

 

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Second Goal Weight - 140Ibs

Third Goal Weight -135Ibs

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:30 PM

I should probably do a liquid fast monday to friday..


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:30 PM

i want a fucking big mac.

and i miss my fiance :( i wish he was coming home soon.
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:31 PM

I'm stupid stupid stupid. I'm a stupid bitch.



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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:42 PM

I don't know why but this song is stuck in my head http://www.stlyrics....rheartmakes.htm



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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:43 PM

....and then I'd like to punch her again

 

I'll help.


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:46 PM

What do I think right now? Think about a thought! Urgh, I can't think of anything. Ah, that's a thought!
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