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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:48 PM

I want a brownie...

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:48 PM

I'm too fat to wear this dress. I'm too fat to function. I'm a potato disguised as a person. 

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:49 PM

I'm an asshole 

I always end up messing up everything in my life


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:52 PM

I should really slit my wrist. And bleed out. Like a fat pig at the slaughterhouse, because that's what I am, a fat pig waiting to die.
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:54 PM

I have to pee...sorry tmi

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I am on  starvation diet.  I don't eat anything all day.  I am never hungry.  The thought of food makes me sink to my stomach.  The smell of food makes me nauseated to my stomach.  I don't crave food or sweets.  If I do eat anything I don't eat more than 500 calories a day.I jump on my trampoline every morning.  I have lots of energy.  My energy level and metabolism have skyrocketed.  I can run on 5 hours of sleep.  I have no problem waking up in the morning.  As soon as my alarm clock goes off I jump out of bed to jump on my trampoline.  I am in perfect shape.  I weight 92 lbs. and my measurements are 31-21-33 and 16 inch thighs.  All of my clothes fit and I look toned fit and thin.  I have a positive attitude.  I can do this.  I am always happy and never stressed out.  I am going to have a kick butt awesome day.  I am on a starvation diet and I will succeed!!


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:54 PM

I really need to do my Government homework- after all it is counting towards my college GPA.

I also need to do my other work for my high school classes.


And- should I give blood on Tuesday? Or should I not give blood on Tuesday?

Very tempting, since I'm 99.9% sure they'll also weigh me, and I'll see how accurate my wii scale is. .-.

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   CW: 116.6 lbs.

GW 1: 120 lbs.

GW 2: 115 lbs.

GW 3: 110 lbs.

GW 4: 100 lbs.

UGW: 95 lbs.

UGW 2: 90 lbs.


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:55 PM

Oh my god... does he realize how many calories are in that monkey garlic bread?

.... I wish I could have some It looks freakin disgusting!

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Although some call my game a sin, I'll fight and claw until I win; until I'm merely bones and skin, for I wont win until I'm thin.


Height: 5'5

HW: 189 (long ago) :angry:

LW: 94 :wub:

CW: 128.6 (screw recovery) :rolleyes:

GW: 94 :lol:

UGW: 90 :D

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:55 PM

Should I just let myself binge today? I already ate my day's worth of food in one meal ><

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:56 PM

Will I ever be worth anything?

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:58 PM

I really like the bags they give you at Victoria's Secret. I mean, they're pretty and sturdy, and the little tissue paper they put inside is too! Pink and sometimes with hearts on it. I actually have at least 3 of the bags in my room, holding random sewing crap.

That's what I was thinking :)
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 12:58 PM

I should really learn the songs my voice teacher gave me but I'm afraid that if I try to sing I'll lose my voice again...

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:00 PM

Scared that I am gonna have to eat popcorn with my boyfriend at the movies. We are seeing Prisoner.
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:05 PM

I need to poop, make breakfast for Blake, cut my celery, scoop catbox, fold laundry, clean my room, should probably go get some febreeze too. Probably take my laundry downstairs and fold it while I watch future diary because I need to finish that series. Aw crap, I promised to make sausage patties. At some point I need to get ready for will amd aimee's house warming party. See what time the broncos game starts so I know when to expect Nash and aj before I leave.

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:05 PM

feeling so guilty for eating. tomorrow I need to stay below 500 cals.

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:06 PM

I can't handle this anymore :(


trying to reach recovery...



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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:07 PM

My friends cooking smells amazing.
She's going to wonder why I'm not having tea.
Hate myself.

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:08 PM

I wish my boyfriend payed more attention to me than to his video games.
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    "The dizzy rapture of starving. The power of needing nothing. By force of will 
     make myself the impossible sprite who lives on air, on water, on purity." 

                          - Kathryn Harrison, The Kiss


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  Age:          26             LW:  74 lbs.  [33.0 kg.] ('08-'09)  (BMI: 13.1)

  Hight:        5' 3"[160 cm]  HW:  147 lbs. [66.6 kg.] (2006)     (BMI: 26.0)

  Years since diagnosis: 7     UGW: 90 lbs.  [40.8 kg.]            (BMI: 15.9) 



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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:09 PM

how am i going to get out of lunch ?
Height: 5'4 1/2
Age : 14
CW: 86
LW: 86 lbs
HW: 98 lbs
UGW: 75 lbs
Chest : 28 A
Waist : 21 inches
Hips : 26 inches
Thighs : 13 inches
Calves : 9 inches
Pants Size : 00 in juniors

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:11 PM

I want to slide down a rainbow... o.O
Where does that come from?
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:12 PM

I want to puke. And all I've had so far is coffee today. Wtf?
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