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#41 Pastelhawk

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:13 PM

I'm a stupid fuck up with no self control who deserves all the weight i'm gonna put on


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#42 Hazel

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:14 PM

I've lost loads but I'm still flippin HUGE!  I wish we didn't need food.... at all!


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#43 libido for the ugly

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:15 PM

I'm so confused and this weekend just went to shit. maybe i'll be better this week


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#44 ThinDollie

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:15 PM

I need to be thinner.


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:17 PM

I cant do This

#46 TheBrokenWelder

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:17 PM

I hope I don't eat a lot today.
Also, there is a shade of sadness to that thought and all my others because I feel like I always create problems in my relationship and I don't know how to fix it.
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#47 darthbreezy

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:17 PM

Thin. Anxiety. Fat. Fat. Fat. Failure. Don't belong. Anxiety. Don't want to go to the hospital. Sad. Depressed. Want to die. Anxiety. Fat. Anxiety. 


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#48 BlueNights

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:19 PM

It's late and I have homework to do :/


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#49 fatvegetarian

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:19 PM

I forgot what I was thinking.  :mellow:


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#50 egodesiderium

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:20 PM

Halloween Oreo's with the orange cream sitting in my cupboard, unopened, that I must give away to someone today before I binge...


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Lowest Weight: 115

Current Weight: 115

Goal Weight 1: 118

Goal Weight 2: 114

Goal Weight 3: 112

Ultimate Goal Weight: 110

 

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#51 saharasien

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:22 PM

So much to do, in so little time. I want to paint but I need to pack for school, I move in on Tuesday.  I haven't eaten yet, I don't want to eat yet. (There;s chocolate chips in the kitchen, I'm kind of terrified to go in). And because I'm self destructive- thinking of going to the mall to get a sweater I know I'll look like shit in but need motivation. 


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#52 Bibliophile

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:23 PM

potato potato potato potato potato becky you're a potato potato potato


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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:23 PM

I shouldn't eat and my dad is making an apple pie. That means it's time to do my homework..

#54 .•*Andromeda*•.

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:29 PM

I should probably get off MPA and do my homework...


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#55 perfect or nothing

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:30 PM

My god this patho reading is boring.  mpa would be more fun


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#56 LeatherAndLace

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:31 PM

I am so pissed that it lists me as an Ana Newbie again when I used to be an Ana Warrior... :/
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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:31 PM

Why are you doing this to me? I can't take it.



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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:34 PM

Damn Sehun is so tiny.


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#59 nerualelise

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:35 PM

I should purge:(

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Posted 22 September 2013 - 01:36 PM

I want custard creams and bourbons.

 

Mmmm...biscuits.


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