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#15801 mastermayhem

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Posted 10 January 2017 - 11:51 AM

Man if MPA wasn't eating my posts i'd have such a high post count.


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#15802 ☆Del☾atty LovesHisSkitty♡

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Posted 10 January 2017 - 03:51 PM

I seriously think I might be the worst boyfriend ever.

 

I'm definitely the ugliest.


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#15803 Envynne

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Posted 10 January 2017 - 04:00 PM

So it happened. I got fat. I knew I would. In no time. Within two weeks of self tried recovery.

So now they can call me fat again and make fun of me.

One month they beg me to eat and the next ask if i am pregnant.
Fuck off family.



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Goal: 40kg - 88lbs

 


#15804 62Elmstreet

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Posted 10 January 2017 - 06:04 PM

I hate not getting any exercise if i don't get up and do something im going to end up killing myself and getting fat but i lack any motivation.

why must it bee so cold...


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#15805 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:59 AM

I have a slight pain in my chest and I dunno if it is the beginning of an anxiety attack or a heart attack and part of me hopes I die...


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 315 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#15806 red shoes

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 06:13 AM

I'm bored and I'm worthless and I just want to go to bed and never leave my room again


Current Dx:   BPD, Bipolar 2, EDNOS, Epilepsy.

Previous Dx:  AN-B/P subtype, Bulimia.

Current Weight:     48.0kg (105lbs) 17.96 BMI

Lowest Weight:      44.5kg (98lbs) 16.65 BMI

Goal Weight:          37.5kg (82lbs) 14.03 BMI

 
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#15807 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:08 PM

I want some garlic bread soo bad but I shouldn't have any..probably like ever....


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 315 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#15808 size0dreamer

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:23 PM

I feel ao dumb

Verstuurd vanaf mijn SM-G930F met Tapatalk

SW: 63 kg / 138.8 lbs

HW: 63 kg / 138.8 lbs

LW: 49,5 kg / 109.1 lbs

CW: 52.7 kg / 116.1 lbs

GW: 49 kg / 108 lbs

UGW: 45 kg / 99.2 lbs

Height: 1.63m / 5'4 

 

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“And when you crush an apple with your teeth, say to it in your heart:

Your seeds shall live in my body,
And the buds of your tomorrow shall blossom in my heart,
And your fragrance shall be my breath,
And together we shall rejoice through all the seasons.” 

 

 


#15809 Iliketrees

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:41 PM

Why does my throat hurt?

#15810 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 12:49 PM

omg ice cream cake! I have had one once in my entire life and out of nowhere I want to get one and eat it lol by myself. mustn't binge on ice cream cake that can lead to a vicious b/p cycle...blah.....


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 315 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#15811 size0dreamer

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 01:26 PM

I am seriously so done with all these bitches in my project group. One of these days I am going to snap.

Verstuurd vanaf mijn SM-G930F met Tapatalk

SW: 63 kg / 138.8 lbs

HW: 63 kg / 138.8 lbs

LW: 49,5 kg / 109.1 lbs

CW: 52.7 kg / 116.1 lbs

GW: 49 kg / 108 lbs

UGW: 45 kg / 99.2 lbs

Height: 1.63m / 5'4 

 

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“And when you crush an apple with your teeth, say to it in your heart:

Your seeds shall live in my body,
And the buds of your tomorrow shall blossom in my heart,
And your fragrance shall be my breath,
And together we shall rejoice through all the seasons.” 

 

 


#15812 opheliassecret

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 01:29 PM

so cold in here right now...


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 315 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#15813 freakface

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Posted 11 January 2017 - 04:15 PM

I love them so much 😭😄😍

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hw: 56kg lw: 40kg
cw: 43.4kg cbmi:15.9 bodyfat%: 10.4 water%: 66.5

gw1: 45kg / 99.2lb

gw2: 40kg / 88.2lb

gw3: 38.5kg / 85lb

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#15814 isthisjustfantasy

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 01:41 PM

I have to pee

Accountability for HSGD & no b/p:

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                                                           Height: 167.6 cm (66.5 inches)?

                                                                    

                                                                           BMI:  ?

            HW (at 5'3"): 77.1 kg (170 lbs)      LW (at 5'5"): 43 kg (95 lbs)      CW (at 5'6.5" or more?): ??

 

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#15815 opheliassecret

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 01:49 PM

Everytime I see that 7 million cups of tea thread I think, how fucking stupid? I don't know why I just really don't like it. Haha other than that, I am thinking, I wish my cousin would hurry up and tell me whether or not I am picking her up today. I am irritated because she texts me whenever she wants but never answers what I ask her in response to what she says. She doesn't really talk to me, she talks at me. I know she doesn't mean to but I get really irritated when she tells me at the last minute and I have to decide if I can drop everything and go get her. Of course, I always do because I know she only asks me because she has no one else. 


Pretty Hurts...Beauty is Pain..and We All Have To Sacrifice What We Want To Get What We Need.

 

 

SW: 419  CW: 315 GW: 120

 

Goal ONE: 419 418 417 416 415 414 413 412 411 410 409 408 407 406 405 404 403 402 401 400 399 398 397 396 395 394 393 392 391 390 389 388 387 386 385 384 383 382 381 380 379 378 377 376 375 374 373 372 371 370 369 368 367 366 365 364 363 362 361 360 359 358 357 356 355 354 353 352 351 350 349 348 347 346 345 344 343 342 341 340 339 338 337 336 335 334 333 332 331 330 329 328 327 326 325 324 323 322 321 320

 

GOAL 2: 319 318 317 316 315 314 313 312 311 310 309 308 307 306 305

 

GOAL 3: 304 303 302 301 300 299 298 297 296 295 294 293 292 291 290 289 288 287 286 285

 

GOAL 4: 284 283 282 281 280 279 278 277 276 275 274 273 272 271 270 269 268 267 266 265 264 263 262 261 260 259 258 257 256 255

 

GOAL 5: 254 253 252 251 250 249 248 247 246 245 244 243 242 241 240 239 238 237 236 235 234 233 232 231 230 229 228 227 226 225 224 223 222 221 220 

 

GOAL 6: 219 218 217 216 215 214 213 212 211 210 209 208 207 206 205 204 203 202 201 200 199 198 197 196 195 194 193 192 191 190 189 188 187 186 185 184 183 182 181 180

 

GOAL 7: 179 178 177 176 175 174 173 172 171 170

 

GOAL 8: 169 168 167 166 165 164 163 162 161 160 159 158 157 156 155 154 153 152 151 150

 

GOAL 9: 149 148 147 146 145 144 143 142 141 140 139 138 137 136 135 134 133 132 131 130

 

FINAL GOAL: 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120


#15816 KrAiCece

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 06:23 PM

Im fat

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5'7"

Stats

HW: 62.7 (138) 
CW: 53.7 (118.4)

GW1: 60 (132)
GW2: 55 (121)
GW3: 50 (110)
UGW: 45 (100) or lower


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Flat Stomach

 

Measurements

Bust: 32.7

Waist: 25.2

Hips: 35

Thighs: 18.9

Calves: 13

 

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#15817 .Aiden.

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 07:07 PM

need...status thing...to talk to pplllll...criessssss


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#15818 bangts

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 09:27 PM

why am i procrastinating watching a movie that i actually want to watch


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#15819 bigliessmallthighs

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Posted 12 January 2017 - 09:46 PM

I'm going to hurdle myself over a cliff if these cramps don't stop.

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#15820 ASTORIAN

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Posted 13 January 2017 - 02:55 AM

My foot is uncomfortable and idk why




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