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One thing you're proud of today?

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#1 ifyoumustlive



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Posted 28 June 2016 - 04:19 PM

my family ordered pizza for dinner but i managed to resist and instead had a 220 calorie meal with only 3g of fat
usually I cave in but today I managed to stay strong :D
what about you guys?
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Posted 28 June 2016 - 04:40 PM

I watched the entire 6th season of GoT in one go.

Oh no wait, I'm not proud of that..

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 04:48 PM

I made an incest joke at a family dinner. My bro and I then fist bumped like pros.
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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:00 PM

I ate vegetables.

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:01 PM

I've not done anything stupid tonight even though I'm getting fleeting urges.


*Not around on here too much these days..

'Even if you're scared, you're stronger than you know..'


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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:02 PM

I made an incest joke at a family dinner. My bro and I then fist bumped like pros.

ironic that it was ur bro that you fistbumped with.....;)
kidding though. this got weird fast.
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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:05 PM

I've not done anything stupid tonight even though I'm getting fleeting urges.

you can make it through the rest of the night too, I believe in you! stay strong :) x

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:09 PM

I didn't get hungry at all today... That's an achievement for me because I usually feel ravenous all day.

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:10 PM

I cleaned the fridge, as my hoarder grandparents came home from a weekend away less than 24 hours ago so it is now Disgusting again and the house is literally full of food which luckily is smeared in bacteria so I won't eat it.


Appetite = gone.


You'd think after being alive for so many decades you'd figure out that MAYBE, MAYBE you should put food in containers before putting it in the fridge, especially if that food is FISH or involves SAUCE


ffs this is why within every week there is an inch thick solid fucking layer of mold and slime on every fucking shelf and drawer that Yours Truly gets to clean up, but not before they manage to put more raw, uncontained food on that filth


i just really hate these people right now, I don't understand how they're still alive tbh


you're welcome for the appetite suppressant :)

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:23 PM

I haven't eaten in over 24 hours and I lost five pounds in two days :D
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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:32 PM

I've eaten less then 600 calories today and I didn't even want to eat.

Two and ½ hours into work and I'm almost done with all the fucking laundry

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:39 PM

I cleaned my refidgerator.
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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:41 PM

I actually made dinner tonight

They always said third time's a charm. xx.


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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:53 PM

I'm at my LW and I ate under 700 calories today! Vegetable soup, a peice of bread, two tomatoes and a little bit of pasta.

And I didn't eat anything I shouldn't have!!! I'm happy with today 😊
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Posted 28 June 2016 - 05:56 PM

My skin is looking quite clear today.

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 06:00 PM

I stopped a binge from happening. I went 2 calories over my caloric goal from it. So I drank 4 glasses of hot water. And I feel too sick to even think of food.
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Posted 28 June 2016 - 06:05 PM

i mowed the grass


that's better than it sounds trust me

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 06:07 PM

I made an incest joke at a family dinner. My bro and I then fist bumped like pros.

K but what was the joke?

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 06:07 PM

went to the gym and stayed within my calorie budget

yay me

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Posted 28 June 2016 - 06:09 PM

I erased things from my to-do list because they actually were done...

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