I was just wondering.. how was your first purge like? What did you binge on, where did you do it? I'm really curious
coincidentally, my first ever purge was today!!! awesoooome haha. at an airplane bathroom. i would've never thought it'd happen there hahaha. i ate three whole disgusting donuts in the airport and a pack of almonds :/ ew, i know. i tried to purge it in the airport but couldn't. but when i got on the plane, i downed a whole bottle of water and tried. success!! made me feel so powerful and light :3
(well, this is my first CONSCIOUS purge episode wherein i do it purposefully and because of a binge since my first actual one was when i was 9 and i had eaten a whole plate of spaghetti and was jumping around but wanted to know how it felt like throwing up all the food that i ate. i have no idea what made me do it back then lol.)
how was your first time like?