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it has been a year and 4 months since my last entry

Posted by MercurialVenus , 12 February 2016 · 190 views

surprise, I still want to be thin.
I've spent the last 7 months at around 110-115 pounds which sounds normal but I'm short and it's my highest weight ever and I'm so uncomfortable it's killing me. My body is just a problem for me, it always has been. I envy those who don't feel an inherent sense of shame about maintaining a healthy weight. I am always goi...


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From: Success? You call this success?

Posted by MercurialVenus , 09 October 2014 · 513 views

Source: Success? You call this success?


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How much pain until it stops piling up?

Posted by MercurialVenus , 07 October 2014 · 412 views
depression, sadness, stupidity and 3 more...
I waded through the shallow end for ten years
You by my side
Watching so I didn't stay under
I tried to swim, to paddle, to be
buoyant
but you were my lifeboat
father

I was taught that a little girl was the best thing to be
More innocent than a little boy
Not tainted with the bitterness of what it means to be
a woman in this sea of...


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My Results to Different Psychological Analysis Tests

Posted by MercurialVenus , 03 June 2014 · 1640 views

Narcissistic Personality Disorder: These are your results on the Narcissistic Personality Inventory.

Your score is 5, out of 40. Higher scores indicate greater levels of narcissism.
http://personality-testing.info/tests/images/NPIfi.php?F1=2&F2=0&F3=1&F4=0&F5=0&F6=2&F7=0 so basically I'm really vain (knew that) bu...


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TW RAPE: Male Entitlement To Sex is a Societal Problem

Posted by MercurialVenus , 28 May 2014 · 826 views
consent is sexy and 9 more...
http://24.media.tumb...ee4eo2_1280.jpg



http://www.patheos.c...-a-deadly-drug/

http://everydayfemin...hurts-everyone/

"All of these normal behaviors seem harmless when looked at individually, but they are sy...


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"Just?" Feminism- THIS IS WHY WE STILL NEED IT

Posted by MercurialVenus , 28 May 2014 · 426 views
Feminism, antisexism, equalism and 7 more...
all of this is copy pasted from internet

Because "friend zoned" implies that a woman is not free to refuse a man without being accused of exiling him "unfairly". # YesAllWomen

LaVena Johnson (July 27, 1985 – July 19, 2005) was a Private First Class in the United States Army whose death, officially ruled a suicide, has attracted intern...


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Frustrated and upset

Posted by MercurialVenus , 25 May 2014 · 493 views

I just found out my boyfriend lost his virginity when he was 12! Before when I asked him he said he was 16, but he just accidentally admitted it by telling me a story of something that happened in 7th grade. I'm so disgusted and upset. Thinking that a 12 year old version of my bf was sexually active is so scary to me!

12 year olds are CHILDREN! My littl...


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Funny Bad Translations of Stuff

Posted by MercurialVenus , 18 May 2014 · 321 views
bad translator
http://ackuna.com/badtranslator
this website is cool. You type in a phrase and it runs it through translation software 8-35 times and the outcome is hilariously nonsensical, and sometimes the complete opposite of what you originally wrote.

Original text:
"I am scared that I will never recover from my anorexia nervosa."
...18 translations late...


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ate like 2 meals already and it's only 1pm

Posted by MercurialVenus , 18 May 2014 · 307 views
GROSS
Yesterday all I ate was an egg salad sandwich (350) and 2 slices of gum (10) 360 total

this morning I weighed 107.2
last night I was 108.6
soooo fucking fat I know. Jeez.

Today so far I've had an energy drink (20) fruit cup (150) a bite of a protein bar (10) a bite of french toast (70) and 8oz of fat free sugar free frozen yogurt (80). 330 total but i...


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Measurements & Goal Measurements

Posted by MercurialVenus , 16 May 2014 · 254 views
measurements
current measurements
bust: 33
waist: 24
hip: 35
thigh:20

goal measurements
bust: 28
waist: 20
hip: 31
thigh:16






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