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[i am forcibly removed from the beauty standards]

Posted by baby scars ♡ , 25 August 2020 · 134 views

why does feeling ugly and knowing that you're ugly feel so...bad lol

 

it's that i feel ugly because i don't meet my own standards, but also know i'm ugly because i've been called it multiple times

 

or like, i feel fat bc i am not at a weight i subjectively want to be at, but know i'm fat because i've seen plenty of people much skinnier than me

 

it's the difference between feeling like nothing and then knowing that objectively you are nothing? it makes me wonder why i want to lose weigh so badly in the first place lol...i don't think i want attention i just want validation(?)

 

whatever i'm fat here's some playradioplay

 





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