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Posted by mirandamme , 31 December 2015 · 170 views

It is New Years Eve and managed to only have a piece of gum and some water. I already feel guilty because I know how much of a fuck up I am going to be tonight. These holidays piss me off why do they have to have so much food around. Last night wasn't any better I went almost all day without eating then my mom forced me to eat pizza which is a trigger to binge so guess what I did I binged. I guess it wasn't necessarily a binge to a lot of people but four pieces was four to many. I managed to purge some of it but not all. I still feel guilty about it. I haven't eaten anything all day and I still feel like a fatass because I managed to almost eat a whole pizza by myself yesterday.

 

 


Love always,
Me.





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