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Inside my brain 24/7. A poem that isn't really a poem.

Posted by mirandamme , 02 January 2016 · 163 views

Smile, laugh, act happy.
I'm not happy.
Act it. why?
If you show true emotion you will lose all friends again.
Smile, laugh, act happy.
walk towards the edge of the bridge.
Jump off
Are you happy for real now? Maybe
Gone too far beyond repair.
Smile, laugh, act happy.
I'm killing myself with it.
when will it end.
Smile, laugh, act happy.
what can I do to feel this for real?
Nothing.
Too far beyond repair.
what happens if I give up.
Friendless, lonely, scared, mental breakdown.
Smile, laugh, act happy.
Don't show the real you
No one likes the real you.
No one wants to deal with it
Deal with your bullshit
Smile, laugh, act happy





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