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Posted by slenderjanuary , 27 March 2016 · 288 views

Um... not sure what to say. I definitely need this blog, though, because I have come to the point where telling irl people anything is dangerous.

 

All I can say right now is that I have been binge-drinking tonight; half of it was my dad's beer, which he probably noticed me taking (or will notice).

 

I was 125.0 a couple of days ago, but drank the past couple of days and tomorrow is Easter, so I'm a little worried. I altered my app so that, for this weekend, my daily allotment is 1500, so we will see how that goes. Still afraid though :(

 

My family is going on vacation in June/July and I FUCKING NEED to lose at least 10 pounds by then. I am 123-125 right now. I need, with all of my being, to look enviously thin in all of my photos from the trip.





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