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My life is lowkey falling apart lmao

Posted by slenderjanuary , 21 April 2016 · 360 views

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  • I just got suspended for the second time from my job because I keep having cash discrepancies on the register. I can't fucking count money for some reason...?
  • I am falling behind in school. I haven't turned in assignments lately because I just can't focus, and if I have turned them in, I do not get good grades. Luckily I'm on spring break now, so I can rest and catch up, but...
  • ...I just got sick. Today. I have a runny nose and my throat really hurts.
  • ...probably because every other day, I get shitfaced drunk by myself and binge and purge in the middle of the night.
  • I obsess over losing weight, even taking "diet pills" and purging, yet I am barely even losing.
  • I am fucking broke. Like, I can't even buy a Diet Pepsi at school if I want to sometimes, because I'll only have thirteen cents. On several occasions recently, I've simply just skipped class and gone straight home because of not being able to afford sustenance.
  • My room is a disgusting mess. I literally just throw trash on the floor now. I could probably get roaches soon, or somebody could recommend me for an episode of "Hoarders."
  • I don't follow my dreams of creative writing or music at all because of constantly being so depressed and tired, and I get immaturely, jealously angry at anybody more successful than me. This has caused me to push friends away and make acquaintances hate me.

 

This fucking sucks.





Wowe. Im sorry things are going so bad for you :( maybe just take a day off? take a bath, read one of your favorite books, stay in bed all day. Do whatever makes you happy, and dont worry about school work that day, dont even look at your textbooks (probably not wise to do this before a big assignment or whatnot). But, just take care of yourself! I hope you feel better <3

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slenderjanuary
Apr 21 2016 06:18 PM

Wowe. Im sorry things are going so bad for you :( maybe just take a day off? take a bath, read one of your favorite books, stay in bed all day. Do whatever makes you happy, and dont worry about school work that day, dont even look at your textbooks (probably not wise to do this before a big assignment or whatnot). But, just take care of yourself! I hope you feel better <3

 

Thank you. :)

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