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Wow

Posted by mythics , 10 June 2021 · 35 views

I haven't made a blog entry here in forever. But, stressful times call for, idk, recording my thoughts. 
I purged for the first time in two years today...today was kind of a test run for tomorrow, I'm just gonna get all my classic b/p staples and go to town. Also been exercising my ass off...if I don't drop this baby weight and get back to where I wa...


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Wow

Posted by mythics , 10 June 2021 · 23 views

I haven't made a blog entry here in forever. But, stressful times call for, idk, recording my thoughts. 
I purged for the first time in two years today...today was kind of a test run for tomorrow, I'm just gonna get all my classic b/p staples and go to town. Also been exercising my ass off...if I don't drop this baby weight and get back to where I wa...


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Wow

Posted by mythics , 10 June 2021 · 30 views

I haven't made a blog entry here in forever. But, stressful times call for, idk, recording my thoughts. 
I purged for the first time in two years today...today was kind of a test run for tomorrow, I'm just gonna get all my classic b/p staples and go to town. Also been exercising my ass off...if I don't drop this baby weight and get back to where I wa...


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Hah

Posted by mythics , 25 February 2019 · 39 views

still here...i was in kind of a lurking stage for a bit. 
im going to turn this back into an accountability blog and get back down to 110 and lower.
right now im like 115 and i hate it...ive just been maintaining and its driving me insane. stress eating is my worst enemy, like ill stay within my limits but the food ive been eating has been total shi...


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🕸️💮

Posted by mythics , 15 June 2018 · 47 views

It's been a good couple of days intake wise, I feel like I am losing those few pounds I gained, I'm waiting to weigh myself until tomorrow morning after I take a shower and use the bathroom, lmao. It's been a really hard week, I worked a six day week and had two slices of deep dish(vegan) pizza and a vegan donut last night during the 20 dog intake at work...


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🏵️💮🌸

Posted by mythics , 12 June 2018 · 37 views

Not much to say today. Pretty straightforward day at work, got a bunch done, calories burned.  
_in_
Waffles and smart balance 350
Very vanilla soymilk box 130
Fruit roll 60  
_out_
short work day but lots of dog walks ~2000


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it's been a while

Posted by mythics , 11 June 2018 · 49 views

It's been a while since my last entry~ a lot has happened in my life and the biggest one is that I have a new job, I've been working at a dog rescue, which is amazing. I've also gone all the way vegan. I was always a strict vegetarian and ate vegan a lot, but the more I work in rescue, the more everything is connected in my eyes. 
Gonna be doing acco...


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weigh in champion

Posted by mythics , 22 January 2018 · 69 views

im 110.5 today, fucking ecstatic. my depression is paying off for something, lmao. i just want to curl up into a ball and sleep forever.


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weigh day

Posted by mythics , 16 January 2018 · 67 views

weighing myself when i get dressed for work this morning. after the week i've had i'm ready to fucking cry and vomit. i was really depressed and feeling really shitty at work yesterday so i finished off the box of generic chocolate poptarts in my locker. i'm just really fed up with myself, idk. i bought those poptarts days ago and was doing really well wi...


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down a hole

Posted by mythics , 15 January 2018 · 44 views

excuse my lack of updates the last few days as i have been down a deep depression hole and am slowly clambering my way out. i've definately gained a few pounds and am back to 114 which is really aggrivating, i want to be below 110 so bad, its there, i can almost taste it (LMAO ed puns). i did buy a scale though, a cheap walmart one that has to be calibrat...






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