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Quit the ABC diet! I am the opposite of ana and can't restrict.

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 16 September 2020 · 36 views

1,500 calories today. That's it, I'm officially not dieting because it's not working out for me. Maybe I'll try some exercise instead 🤔 😅 😏 🙃


Trying Out the ABC Diet for 2 weeks

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 14 September 2020 · 57 views

Since May, I still don't know how much I weigh and have probably gained a lot. I have an appointment in 2 weeks and will finally find out how much I weigh. Very scary. I want to lose as much weight as possible so it won't look so bad (when you're obese, it's weight GAIN that is a sign your mental health is worsening). So....here we go. I don't have stats,...


I have no idea how much I weigh right now, and I don't want to know.

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 14 May 2020 · 60 views

Stress just made it harder to restrict. Plus, I'm using food as an anti-anxiety drug. This nonstop gorging from the refrigerator is a hard habit to break. I gotta find another way to calm the fuck down. Maybe, exercise? 😱


234 pounds

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 14 February 2020 · 113 views

I want to be 199 pounds in 2 months or less. And I still have to get important shit done besides that one. I seem to have lost my verbal abilities so I'll stop here.


Life's a Mess, Still 240 pounds

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 25 January 2020 · 94 views

I have some cleaning up to do.


4 day later....

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 16 September 2019 · 83 views

236 pounds (finally) 😊


Still 242 lbs September 12

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 12 September 2019 · 92 views

I wish I didn't weigh the same as in August. To make myself feel better, I keep remembering that my highest weight was 310 lbs. I weighed too much for Let's Get Out of the 200s threads. I'm more determined than ever, because my birthday is a few weeks away and I'll be turning 50.
Maybe Fairuza Balk can supply some of The Craft black magic so I can magical...


The Joy of Getting Sick

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 24 August 2019 · 94 views

242 pounds! In 4 days I lost 10 pounds. I had stomach troubles and couldn't eat, in addition I took enough Mylanta to have to run to the toilet every hour. Still, the whole experience felt awful. But now it's over and I lost 10 pounds! 5 pound weight loss for lowest weight because on August 12, I was 247 pounds.


August 20, Tuesday (Bad News, Gained Weight)

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 20 August 2019 · 103 views

After a few days of Bud Ice 32 ounce bottles and stuffing my face with Marie Callenders frozen dinners and Hot Pockets Philly Cheesesteak (4 hot pockets at a time), I have now paid the price. I have gained. I am now 252 pounds (up from 247). I have to stop these binge eating days. Today I want to low restrict; I had 2 cups of black coffee and later I will...


Still 247 pounds

Posted by Hideous Corpse , 12 August 2019 · 86 views

Well, what a shocker there! I'd be more surprised if I did lose weight at this point. Managed to keep the calories at 800 for 2 whole days! If, if, if I stay at 800 or less calories for a month, I might (maybe), lose 20 pounds (according to LoseIt, sorta). Okay, here it goes: I resolve to eat less than 800 calories a day for the next month. (New resolutio...

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