Kinda sad how the highlight of my day is looking at other people's sad anorexic meals. Prob cause I know exactly how the food tastes since I've eaten those bland, lackluster meals myself many times. I guess it's some type of solidarity I feel and less alone when eating my sad, sad meal.
But then on the other hand I feel sad for people stressing out over calories etc. and being unable to eat (whatever food they want) without having a breakdown and here I am b/ping my face off eating all those food that these people are stressing out over without a care in the world. Here they are feeling suicidal and obsessing/worrying about gaining weight b/c of that one meal or going over 'their' limit vs my cavalier and exhausted ass b/c when in b/p mode there is no limit lol.
Sometimes I'll get inspired but it warms my numb, cold soul when I see that thread so shoutout <3 hope it never dies and people keep posting.