Sunday (with body check photos)
Back down to 46.9kg this morning, however I really don't feel all that well.
Blood sugar this morning was 3.2 so as soon as I get home from this appointment, a glucose tablet is a must. However I don't even feel I deserve that.
Took a body check photo last night and comparing it to my current BMI (14.8), I look so so much bigger than that. It's disheartening. Why am I still so fucking fat?
Yesterday was supposed to be a total fast, but I barely made it through my hot yoga class without having to stop all the damn time because I felt like I was going to pass out. It was good to get all of that water weight off, but it left me feeling pretty ordinary.
When I got home I drank a can of pepsi max because I felt absolutely revolting, so I thought if I was going to drink something to stay the fuck out of hospital, it might as well be a mild diuretic.
I know for sure that pushed up my weight by a few hundred grams for this morning's weigh in so I'm pretty angry at myself.
I get weighed in 45 minutes. I really don't want to go and do this.
After that though at least I can go back to liquid fasting. I'm so thirsty holy hell.
/end of whinge.