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Trying and failing

Posted by Arraabeylla , 29 June 2020 · 39 views

I tried the ABC diet for one week and... It was not good for my mental health.
I binged 2 times this week and purged 4 times, but I did lose 2 kg though.
My brother is now holding my money for me, and my mom won't give me any money at all because I only buy ice cream with it and then purge. I have even stolen money from my mom, just so I could eat my ice...


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ABC diet

Posted by Arraabeylla , 23 June 2020 · 36 views

I saw this low restriction diet and I thought, "let's try it", so I am trying it
I started on Monday(yesterday) and I was loosely counting my calories because I was moving a lot and I was busy too.
Today I exercised and ate approximately 500 kcal, but I am not a hundred percent sure.
I can´t have gone pass 600 at least, because I used the lifesum app to c...


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Wanting to fast

Posted by Arraabeylla , 21 June 2020 · 41 views

Freakity fuck.
I have tried to fast, but it just never goes my way.
I truly felt like I would be able to do it today, but my father invited me and my brothers to his house, so we could help him paint and also eat some burgers. I only ate one ofc, but one burger is approximately 600kcal. That sucked!
It was kinda fun though, I haven't seen him for a while...


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All inn!

Posted by Arraabeylla , 19 June 2020 · 56 views

I did not eat a lot today, and I am freaking proud! I would usually have binged by now, and then purged.
TikTok coffee w/unsweetened almond milk: 125kcal
1/2 boiled egg: 43kcal
lemon ice tea: 52kcal
Total: 220kcal
burned: 148kcal Net: 72kcal
I am planning to fast the whole weekend (Water fast) as a way to dip my toes in the ocean.
Watched a lot of thinspo...


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Best day I have had this week

Posted by Arraabeylla , 18 June 2020 · 54 views

I restricted today and actually followed through. The best part is that I am not really hungry(must be of the Zoloft I am taking)
Food:
2 eggs 160kcal
coconut oil 39kcl
siracha 5kcl
Smoothie (smoothie mix, water, oat milk) 110
iced tea 1,5 serving 71kcl
Total: 385kcal
Yup, that´s all I wanted to say, and I hope that you´ll be somewhat happy today.
Let´s...


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Feel like food is being wasted

Posted by Arraabeylla , 16 June 2020 · 61 views

so.... today was terrible! I had 1 slice of bread w/ cheese and ham, siopao, chocolate icecream,
and a loooooot of cheese doodles. The worst part is, I have kidney problems and I´m not supposed to have a lot of sodium. Yesterday I was watching Harry Potter with a couple of friends, and they took out an XL pack of cheese doodle, nobody ate it, because...


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plans cancelled

Posted by Arraabeylla , 14 June 2020 · 51 views

yaaaaaay!
I´m not able to go to school in England next school year, how amazing
I had everything planned, and I even had some small delusional teenage dreams and ideas that could happen to me in England.
Like finding myself a hot mafia boyfriend, or meet a rich kid from the suburbs, hahahaha
Jokes aside...I am totally lost atm.
I don´t really like humans,...





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