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Posted by Arraabeylla , 19 June 2020 · 63 views

I did not eat a lot today, and I am freaking proud! I would usually have binged by now, and then purged.
TikTok coffee w/unsweetened almond milk: 125kcal
1/2 boiled egg: 43kcal
lemon ice tea: 52kcal
Total: 220kcal
burned: 148kcal Net: 72kcal
I am planning to fast the whole weekend (Water fast) as a way to dip my toes in the ocean.
Watched a lot of thinspo and wore a waist trainer, helps a lot with cravings.
I also tell myself, the feeling I have is not hunger, I am nauseous, not hungry.
Stocking up on zero cal. energy drinks tmr, for next week's low restriction + hardcore training in the gym.
Super excited! I am ready to see my body the way I have always wanted it to be.
Edit:
Its 2 AM and I fucking binged, want to puke, and it´s not helping that my drunk ass brother is purging at the toilet beside my room!! To future me, Don´t fast because you are bulimic and you know your patterns with binging, purging, fasting!





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