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ED books

Posted by whathellis , 08 May 2021 · 51 views

FICTION: NOVELS & STORIES
A Dance of Sisters - Tracey Porter
After the Strawberry - Kathryn Pope
All Loves Excelling - Josiah Bunting III
All of Me - Maureen Stewart
Appreciating Angels: Sarah's Story - Sally Asling
A Perfect 10 - Chris Higgins
A Trick of the Light - Lois Metzger
Audacious - Gabrielle Prendergast
Balancing Act – Shirley Brinkerhoff
B...


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15/11 Plan

Posted by whathellis , 14 November 2020 · 133 views

My plan is kinda like liquid diet with fasting for a week and then ABC. All the time i will 1 day eat and then do a fasting day.
The liquid diet: Fasting and protein shakes diet
Protein - 1 casein (the slovest protein) shake (55cals) a day.
Fast - 40hrs minimum
Fast
Protein
Fast
Protein
Fast
Protein
Fast
Protein
and 10. is optional.

Then is ABC : AB...


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07/10 memories

Posted by whathellis , 07 November 2020 · 118 views

I hate myself for this but it's still funny. I went to a shop for snacks and when I returned home I understood that I forgot the keys and there nobody inside.
I was so angry and just sat on the bench beside the house and ate(1/4 piese of big chocolate and nuts pie, cream puff and chocolate cinnamon roll). While I was doing it, a little boy came up to me a...


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31/10

Posted by whathellis , 31 October 2020 · 123 views

Halloween!
Binged again. I hate myself, food, people, myself, my life, my fat, my weakness, my stupidity. I wanna wast for a week. So plan:
0. Hate myself because i binged.
1. Do not eat today anymore.
2. Start timer at 00:00.
3. Take laxes tomorrow.
4. Drink 4 litres of water every day.
5. 10k steps every day.
6. Bonespo every day lol.
7. Sleep for...


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From: Fav Breakfast Recipe?

Posted by whathellis , 01 September 2020 · 146 views

I really wanna try all these recipes :P
Source: Fav Breakfast Recipe?  

Source: Nooglepop's Low Calorie Bakes  
Source: ✨ Sirena's Vegan Low-Cal Cookbook! (actually GOOD food) (with pics) ✨


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11:20

Posted by whathellis , 29 August 2020 · 106 views

Just binged and purged. Right in the morning, but I live with my mam and brother, and they already woke up. So i couldn't purge there. I knew that my father just has gone to his work. And right afte bing I went to his flat as fast as I could because it isn'n far. And puked there.
I'm fkng mad


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Food I want to try (red is done)

Posted by whathellis , 28 August 2020 · 230 views

Started
28/08
Galaktoboureko (https://akispetretzi...eko-me-kantaifi )
All of these cakes (Fav Breakfast Recipe?)
No yeast dinner rolls (https://www.thespruc...-recipe-4843401 )
Bread and more (https://www.thespruc...recipes-4845271 )
Miso soup
Jambalaya...


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Stuff

Posted by whathellis , in Uncategorized, Stuff 26 August 2020 · 178 views

update:28/08
From: Eating Disorder Questionnaire
(just to remember)
Source: Eating Disorder Questionnaire  update:31/08
So many cool recipes: https://www.thespruc...rieties-1328651  update:2021
One more
(just to remember)
Source: ana survey
Source: Song questions

https://redirect.viglink.com/?format=go&...


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21:50 Bread

Posted by whathellis , 26 August 2020 · 92 views

I feel like a piece of shit. I was fasting all day and then ate a fuging whole loaf of bread, when I don't even like bread! And then all that I could find. I wanted to do something but could't even vomit because there was my family. They were laughing on me when discover that I was that one who ate all bread, like i don't feel shitty enoug.


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02:18

Posted by whathellis , in Stuff 25 August 2020 · 103 views

Wednesday  
It's 2 am and i am siting in the bathroom and writing this :lol:





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