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Day 5 - I hate myself

Posted by PixieFlies , 17 October 2020 · 83 views

Despite having hardly eaten all morning I have this insatiable urge to purge up just coffee alone. I went with my friends to the shopping centre and he was insistent that about getting his girlfriend some more stylish clothes to show off her figure and it really triggered and upset me to want to purge even more. If someone hadn't given me some food I wouldn't have eaten today because of how triggered I am. When I got home I crawled into bed and haven't left since. I hate the way I look and I am suicidal and on the edge of self-harm.

 

Coffee x 2 - 50 cal
Digestive - 72 cal
Nuggets - 270 cal
Fries - 340 cal
Potatoes n gravy - 450 cal

 

Total - 1182 cal





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EllieTheZombie
Oct 17 2020 11:18 AM

I'm sorry you got triggered, I imagine it must've been hard.

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