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Posted by ryan.97 , 02 December 2020 · 34 views

Ok also- I never go on tumblr for my thinspo needs anymore, but yknow what's replaced it? Pinterest. I just have a pin board or whatever called "outfits" which is a thinly veiled guise for skinny girls that i want to look like. anyway. zoe you should make a pinterest.


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Posted by ryan.97 , 02 December 2020 · 32 views

I've been pretty consistently 116 the past few days. Last night Maddy suggested getting thai food and we both ate way too much of it ;( I haven't weighed myself today bc I think it will make me upset lol. But today is a new day. 
Do you ever have the mentality of like, "I'm just going to eat this all now so at least I can't eat it tomorrow" ? I know...


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Posted by ryan.97 , 29 November 2020 · 31 views

Weight: 116 
I've actually been doing alright lately, I've been working a lot recently, and I work retail so it's literally being on your feet and running around non stop. Thanksgiving was also okay, I definitely binged but also ate less than everyone else and didn't have dessert so thats a win in my book. There were literally 2 pies and a cake, plus...


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Posted by ryan.97 , 25 November 2020 · 39 views

Thanksgiving is tomorrow and I'm a lil nervous. Maddy and I are having 2 friends over (which, lowkey, i didn't super want them to come in the first place? one of these girls literally invited herself, like ok there's a literal pandemic and I've met you one time lmao). Anyway they're bringing a TON of food. Maddy and her friend are Italian and very into co...


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Posted by ryan.97 , 20 November 2020 · 66 views

I'm doing like, fine lol. Definitely not great. It's hard to get back on track after so many months of doing badly. I haven't gone to the gym in a while and the way things are going it looks like it might close anyway. I haven't weighed myself in a while and I don't think I will until I'm doing a little better because it's just gonna make me sad lol....


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Posted by ryan.97 , 14 November 2020 · 84 views

weight: 117.6 
I guess I'm doing ok because I haven't dipped below 118 in weeks!  
So I'm kinda trying to stop drinking (or at least drink less) which is totally lame and boring. Tbh most of the reason I'm doing it (besides not feeling healthy/good about myself) is because it costs so many calories. As of late I'm going about 3 days between drin...


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Posted by ryan.97 , 10 November 2020 · 28 views

I haven't been doing super well lately because my mom was here visiting, and even though she doesn't eat that much we got takeout almost every night. I tried to balance having fun and not binging but it was still a little much.  
I also got this dental procedure done, which is affecting the way I eat. I can only eat soft things for the next week or s...


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Posted by ryan.97 , 05 November 2020 · 22 views

Hiiii here's my second take at an accountability thread, bc the old ones got deleted? or moved? idk but I can't find it. Also I just realized I've been a member since 2016 and that's sad!  My name is Ryan, I'm a 22 year old girl living in the city with my girlfriend Maddy and our 2 cats. I went to school to be an actor but right now I'm just working...





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