blog 4 - Forums and Community

Jump to content

About MPA

MPA is a site dedicated to the support or recovery of those suffering from eating disorders or body dysmorphic disorders. Please be sensitive to this fact when creating an account and contributing to the board.


blog 4

Posted by ryan.97 , 20 November 2020 · 66 views

I'm doing like, fine lol. Definitely not great. It's hard to get back on track after so many months of doing badly. I haven't gone to the gym in a while and the way things are going it looks like it might close anyway. I haven't weighed myself in a while and I don't think I will until I'm doing a little better because it's just gonna make me sad lol.


It's hard to not eat so much at night. Especially when Maddy is like "I'm making pasta do you want some" and it's so hard to say no. I ended up eating plain spaghetti and ice cream tonight oops


I now have a month until christmas to lose 10 pounds and so far I haven't really made any progress. I feel like i literally need to be shamed into losing. Idk idk how to get out of this rut!!!!

December 2020

  12 3 45

Recent Entries

Recent Comments

  • Photo
    blog 7.5
    connormurphy - Yesterday, 04:05 PM
  • Photo
    blog 7.5
    connormurphy - Yesterday, 04:05 PM
  • Photo
    blog 7
    connormurphy - Yesterday, 04:04 PM
  • Photo
    blog 3
    connormurphy - Nov 14 2020 08:56 PM