Tomorrow I'm getting ECT done.
I don't believe it's helped me one bit, but everyone insists I still go.
I feel like I have no say in the matter.
Even though it's costing me $2000 out of my wallet (after insurance).
Look on the bright side, only 8 more until I die.
($16,000 ... kill me now)
At least I'll have an excuse to fast... if I can make it (I'm so weak). ):