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mezzy's accountability(ish) blog


It's been awhile lol

Posted by mezzy , 08 May 2021 · 48 views

Okay so I said I was going to keep my self accountable but then so many dinners and junkfood were bought in between then and now so I'm trying to start again. I was 150.8 this morning and have been in a deficit again for about a week. I went grocery shopping last night with my mom and bought a lot of low calories snacks. I am a volume eater so I try to bu...


Let's try this again lmao

Posted by mezzy , 20 March 2021 · 47 views

Whew okay haven't kept myself accountable in a bit but I'm trying again! This morning I was 149, which yay I haven't seen on the scale since the summer before freshman year of high school (I'm a junior now lol). While I'm ecstatic to be in the 140's, I'm trying not to worry much about flucuating between 149-150 because I am on my period and will be for a...


Well...kinda fucked up lmao

Posted by mezzy , 13 February 2021 · 63 views

Welp...I've been off my diet since around middle of December. After winter break it just went down hill from there. To make a long story short, I don't even know how many calories I've been eating but it's well over what I should be eating and it's not from healthy food, that's for sure. Fortunaetly, I haven't gained more than 2-3lbs; I was 151-152 when I...



Posted by mezzy , 24 November 2020 · 110 views

Okay first off, I hit 151.6 today (yay, celebrate the small wins)! I haven't been there since freshman year! I can actually see a difference in the lower area of my thighs and my forearms too! I still have a LOT of work to do in my stomach area and hip dips but at least I can tell that this is working. I don't have a set number of calories that I eat in a...



Posted by mezzy , 19 November 2020 · 79 views

Not sure if I'll be posting any pictures or not but here I am 155.0lbs today. Not bad but for the last couple of days I've been in a constant fluctuation between 155-157 and it was pretty frustrating to say the least. Anyways, my start weight for this journey was around 175 (I was fluctuating around my heighest weight) and I started in like mid to late Au...

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