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April 19th 2021

Posted by Rudolph , 19 April 2021 · 60 views

I feel kinda sick and so angry with myself right now. I just ate a whole ass bar of cadburys and thats 948kcals. I am so dissapointed in myself. Im going on a walk with Joey tomorrow and my neck is gonna be so puffy and my jawline will dissapear. I dont even know how to hide it. I like him so much but i cant let him see me like this. Were in a really good place now actually. Been facetiming every night and were going out tomorrow and im gonna get loads of kisses.He also invited me to his house this weekend. Im just supprised he likes me. Hes handsome, funny, charismatic, confident and full of tattoos and is a total sex god. Hes got a body count of like 20 and hes super sexy. Im the opposite, although im quite pretty im also shy and not flirty at all but im a great kisser i have been told.
These blogs are supposed to be about living with anorexiabut supprisingly thats one of the easiest things i deal with. Im a bit of a love obsessed person so sorry if that seems to be all i write about