I hate birthday parties
But also I don't because my friends and I have so much fun together hanging out and watching bad tv shows. I just can't handle pizza and soda and junk food because I have bad control, even worse when I'm tired. When we pull a fun all nighter, I end up overeating. I just need to hope the scale isn't too bad tommorow. I'm going to fast as much as I can before my doctor appointment this wends. I want to be more "middle of the road" and not "Almost overweight". That's my week goal. My goal goal is obviously 'skinny'. Don't ask me what that means because I don't know. My roomate is making guava pastries tomorrow and she will force me to eat one so hopefully I that's all I eat.