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Day 14/15

Posted by bluebluebones , 21 April 2021 · 50 views

Okay so this week has been weird. I got super depressed cause I slight binged.
Tried to purge. Realized my throat is fucked. Drank half a bottle of magnesium citrate.
Bloated up to pregnancy stage. Went to the store to buy peppermint tea.
Didn't shit all night Drank peppermint tea
Woke up and bloating is down Weight? 110.2 (like wtf amazing)
Went to work,...


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Day 12/13

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 19 April 2021 · 50 views

Sorry that I didn't post a blog yesterday but I got super depressed.
I woke up to 110.2
and woke up this morning to 112 lbs I'm really upset because at the rate i'm going and the activity i'm doing I should be low 110 and creeping to 109. I feel like shit and so defeated.
I'm sure it's just food weight or fluctuation but i don't know.
I'm just upset....


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Day 11

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 17 April 2021 · 45 views

Morning Weight: 110 lbs

Night Weight: 110.4 lbs

Food Calories: around 400-500 ish cal
Some goldfish:???
Ruffles Chips: ??
1 glazed donut: 190 cal
Bang energy drink: 0 cal
Water: 32 oz i think......: 0 cal

The Day
After yesterdays eating being so shitty i was really really scared about today. but I woke up as 110!!!!!! Literally b...


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Day 10

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 17 April 2021 · 52 views

Morning Weight: 110.4 lbs

Night Weight: Too scared

Food Calories: Didn't count ):  
The Day
After fasting yesterday I felt so weak this morning, like i was going to throw up.
I ate at work, having chocolate covered almonds, wheat thins with dip, and Cheetos. Tonight my friend and I got vegan sushi.
I'm really upset about that. So I am...


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Day 9

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 16 April 2021 · 74 views

Morning Weight: 112.6 lbs

Night Weight: 111.2 lbs

Food Calories: 0 cal
20 oz water

Activity: Walking for 30 min and one hour of yoga.
Calories burned according to My Fitness Pal: 204 cal

Overall Calories: -204 cal

Measurements
Not until I get to 110!

The Day
Woke up and was 112.6. Fat. fucking. cow. I decided that today wil...


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Day 8

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 14 April 2021 · 35 views

Morning Weight: 111.6 lbs  Night Weight: too scared  Food Calories: 658 cal
66 oz water: 0 cal
Coffee with creamer and sweetener: 65 cal
32 oz Skinny Monster in Law: 40 cal
3 Carrots: 75 cal
1 Potato: 110 cal
1 Brocolli Stalk: 51 cal
Ruffles chips: 160
Homemade frozen fruit ball: 11 cal
Starbucks Strawberry Acai: 146 cal
Activity: Tiny...


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Day 7

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 13 April 2021 · 43 views

Morning Weight: 111.2 lbs  Night Weight: 112.6 lbs  Food Calories: 706 cal
65 oz Water: 0 cal
Diet coke: 0 cal
Skinny pop: 80 cal
2 Peanut butter pretzels: 31 cal
Roasted potatoes with 0 cal dressing: 110 cal
1 broccoli stalk: 51 cal
2 carrots: 50 cal
vanilla cupcake: 273
14 mini robin eggs: 111 Activity: None ):
Calories...


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Day 6

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 12 April 2021 · 48 views

Morning Weight: 111.6 lbs

Night Weight: 111.6 lbs

Food Calories: 915 cal
73.5 oz water: 0 cal
Yogurt Mint popsicle: 100 cal
Skinny Pop: 80 cal
Jersey Mike Mini Veggie sub: 475 cal
Cheetos: 160 cal
Mini Chocolate chip cookie: 100
Homemade cookie dough: ??? ):

Activity: Yoga, 9:00-10:00 pm
Calories burned according to My Fitness...


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Day 5

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 11 April 2021 · 44 views

Morning Weight: 112 lbs  Night Weight: 112 lbs  Food Calories: 822 cal
30 oz water: 0 cal
Vegetarian Café Rio Salad 1/2: 684 cal
Coffee: 52 cal
3 Hershey Chocolate eggs: 86 Activity: Brisk walking at 4 mph for an hour
Calories burned according to My Fitness Pal: cal  Overall Calories: 622 cal  Measurements
Neck: 11...


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Day 4

Posted by bluebluebones , in April 10 April 2021 · 59 views

Morning Weight: 110.4 lbs  Night Weight: 112.8 lbs  Food Calories: 994 cal
34 oz water: 0 cal
Original Green smoothie: 112 cal
Glazed Donut: 190 cal
1 robin egg candy: 8 cal
Veggie Café Rio salad: 684 Activity: None ):
Calories burned according to My Fitness Pal: 17 cal  Overall Calories: 976 cal  Measurements
Nec...






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