May 17th/18th - I'm back!
May 17th and 18th, 2021
A few days ago my computer shut down for no reason and I managed to restart it only this evening! I was afraid to have lost all my stuff on it, including works for Uni and important files.. I'm so relieved everything was still there yay
While I was using my dad's computer to keep up with online lessons, I accidently opened his emails and found out he has been recieving a weekly report of my search history and visited sites for years. Apparently alla my devices are connected to him so he's been able to track everything I've done, including this website and my daily calorie researches... This is so scary and disturbing, I always feel like I'm being watched or threatened and this is just the proof of my paranoia's worse nightmare. I'm 21 and I can't even have my own privacy, why can't I lead a normal life as an adult?
Now I get why he's sent me to an ED clinic and always knew when I was studying or not. Keep an eye out for this, it's called Microsoft Weekly Report and qit's some sort of family setting to check on your children (CHILDREN, not a 21 year old).
Anyways, I've been tracking my calories on paper for these few days and I'm going to catch up on them now.
Breakfast: greek yogurt + apples + nuts = 464
Lunch: salad with tomatoes, cucumber and apple = 182
Snack: greek yogurt with honey = 206
Dinner: vegetable soup (at my bf's house) = arbitrary 500
Breakfast: yogurt with cereal + apples = 544
Lunch: tomato soup with zucchini and mussles + apple = 275
Snack: greek yogurt and croissant = 318
Dinner: homemade lentil soup + apple = around 457
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