May 24th - back to life
May 24th, 2021
Sorry I've been gone for a few days!
My boyfriend came over for the weekend and for the first time in ages I felt like a normal person living a normal life again. We didn't go anywhere exciting or do anything special (I actually wasn't feeling my best cause I was on my period), but those 3 days he stayed with me went by so smoothly it actually felt like living. We cooked lunch together and there were no fear foods, we fell asleep hugging on the sofa and there were no suicidal thoughts, we woke up together and there was no dread.
The week has started again and I'm right back where I began, but it's nice to know sometimes you can take a breath of fresh air. Feeling normal and being able to concentrate on what you're doing is so underrated for people with mental illnesses, I know. I just wanted to say we got this <3
Breakfast: greek yogurt + apples = 270
Lunch: potatoes and greenbeans with tuna = 319
Snack: greek yogurt + apples = 314
Dinner: beetroot soup + macaroon + apple = 292