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Finding myself in all this flesh 2.0



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Guilt

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 17 September 2021 · 58 views

Ite been a bad morning. I am in a guilt anxiety because kids had to be off school yesterday as one had to do covid test... and I couldnt work and can't today as stoll waiting for results.  
My Co worker is pregnant and working my hours she is tired. Its her first pregnancy and her close family member had had some traumatic pregnancy and births so I k...


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From: Burdeninthehand's accountability thread

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 15 September 2021 · 48 views


Source: Burdeninthehand's accountability thread


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From: Burdeninthehand's accountability thread

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 15 September 2021 · 31 views


Source: Burdeninthehand's accountability thread


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Baking

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 13 September 2021 · 51 views

Baking I'm baking. Not eating it but just cooking for others. I have been watching alot of bigger bolder baking episodes and so I am compelled to bake.


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Bare naked noodle and bare naked rice

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 12 September 2021 · 63 views

Hey all who had tried this brand? What's your opinions and how do uou cook them like what recipes?


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Sipping on a movicol

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 11 September 2021 · 58 views

I swear I have a hard lump of stuff stuck in my intestines. My body always does this when I have restricted then binged and not eaten enough fluids. Years ago I was restricting low and went on a holiday to Amsterdam and was so backed up I was burping shit. Like for real. I came back home and had a colon flush. I like how movicol works. One big long solid...


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From: Burdeninthehand's accountability thread

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 11 September 2021 · 44 views


Source: Burdeninthehand's accountability thread


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From: Burdeninthehand's accountability thread

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 10 September 2021 · 32 views


Source: Burdeninthehand's accountability thread


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Opps I did it again

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 10 September 2021 · 63 views

Last night I went out and ate the hole out of myself. I had goats cheese starter and a calamari ring and then prawn kale risotto with salmon and an onion ring. Then shared a desert of eaton mess (mostly eaten by me) and bread with butter. I drank wine and champagne and cocktails and woke up at 3am dying... puked and shivering yet sweating like the fat pi...


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Daily calorie reduction

Posted by Burdeninthehand , 09 September 2021 · 76 views

I'm reducing my daily net calories to 850. Apparently I could lose 4kg in 1 month at that.  I am currently 66.4kg and 6 weeks ago I was 72kg on my current weight loss projectors it does seem possible. I just have to get my fat arse to stop eating as much.  Coffee, water and red bull in morning
Lunch 250g tomatoes 50
a Cucumber 60and
apple cide...






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