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January 15 2022

Posted by gennevieve , 15 January 2022 · 34 views

I lost about 3 pounds in a little over a week! I love how my fitbit has been helping me keep my calories low. Today was around 1200, but I've burned almost twice that today, so it's a good ratio. I've been watching shows about fat people losing weight again. It helps keep the motivation up for me. My fitbit says I can get to my goal weight in about 30 wee...


January 14 2022

Posted by gennevieve , 14 January 2022 · 39 views

I'm sorry it's been so long. I managed to plateau over the holidays, which usually I would beat myself up for but since it was over the holidays I'm actually glad I didn't gain all that much. I'm finally in the overweight BMI range now! I'm trying to stay around 1000 calories again, and for the most part I've succeeded. My new fitbit is actually helping m...


November 21 2021

Posted by gennevieve , 21 November 2021 · 62 views

My favorite fitness youtuber just put her meal plans on sale for black Friday, so I got the vegan one and a journal to go with it for a really good price. I'm going to start doing it after I get my journal (or after classes end, not sure yet). The plan is around the calorie count I've been trying to stay around (and under) so I don't think it'll change th...


November 20 2021

Posted by gennevieve , 20 November 2021 · 53 views

Ate just under 1300, which is more than I wanted but movie theatre popcorn is impossible to pass up lol. Tomorrow will be better. I'll be walking around the store too, so that'll help a tiny bit. My mom is finally going to work on managing her diabetes. There's a chance we can reverse it since she's barely 5 years into it. I just hope she will stick with...


November 18 2021

Posted by gennevieve , 18 November 2021 · 58 views

I've been extremely busy this week from all the work I've had to do for my group project. I broke a few times and had higher calorie foods, but I did very well yesterday staying under 1000 and today I stayed under 1400. I don't hate myself for it, I just wish I didn't cave in. I'll do better tomorrow. I want to make some chickpea salad sandwiches. I found...


November 14 2021

Posted by gennevieve , 14 November 2021 · 65 views

It's Unus Annus day. The day of its birth and death. Memento mori.
I have no idea how many calories I've had today. I'm pretty sure it's under 1500. Oh well. Tomorrow will be better. I have so much work to do this week. My group project literally needs to be done this week, and I had to spend the entire day cleaning it up so I can *actually* work. Ugh I h...


November 11, 2021

Posted by gennevieve , 11 November 2021 · 53 views

I'm still waiting for my job offer letter. I'm beginning to plan the wedding and pretty much the entire start of a new chapter in my life. I'm doubling down on my discipline so I can make sure I lose all the weight by the wedding. Calories today totaled 1179. I've been doing well the entire week. I've stayed under 1200 so far, though that's probably goi...


November 7 2021

Posted by gennevieve , 07 November 2021 · 58 views

I'm sorry I haven't written in a while. Mother Nature happened again and my life has suddenly changed, which makes me not want to eat anymore lol. It's nothing bad; it's actually some really good news. I'm getting a job offer tomorrow for a job in my career field. I'm so excited and can't wait to start! But my future plans have started to change and I don...


October 31 2021

Posted by gennevieve , 31 October 2021 · 60 views

I'm staying with my fiance tonight. Today was a throwaway day and tomorrow is kind of going to be one as well since I'll be eating leftovers. I hope my soup isn't bad. I'll have some for dinner tomorrow night if it's still good. I don't even know my calorie count for today and I really don't want to know. I know it's bad. At least everything tasted good....


October 30 2021

Posted by gennevieve , 30 October 2021 · 61 views

I absolutely hate myself for eating so much popcorn. I told myself not to eat the whole thing. I got the smallest size they offered (just a regular) and I even had water for a drink because they were out of sugar free soda, and I still ate the whole damn thing AND some of my sisters too. Like wtf is wrong with me... I should've just been satisfied with mi...

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