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Missing my lowest weight

Posted by theddarling in The Dying Darling's Blog, 25 February 2021 · 16 views

do you think we chase our lowest weight again because dying was the only time we've ever felt alive


Buying My Own Birthday Cupcakes

Posted by RabbidBunnies in RabbidBunnies' Blog, 25 February 2021 · 12 views

I was too depressed to eat today. Even the thought of it makes my throat close up. 
Tomorrow is my Birthday... Happy Birthday to Me ! ... not really.  
Last week I offered to pick up two packs of cupcakes for my Birthday, because my mother is buying Taco Bell tomorrow, or at least she said she would. When we got to the store, they didn't re...



Posted by Rinnie44 in Rinnie44's Blog, 25 February 2021 · 17 views

Morning weigh-in: 97.5
Change: Just up .5 still, waiting for that shift back down
CW: 97, BMI 16.6?
Next GW: back to 97 and then to 95

W: 25.5
H: 34
B: 29.5

Today's final intake: probably 500
7:15 a.m. - yogurt with coconut chips and 5 raspberries
10:00 a.m. - half of half an apple I had left from yesterday
11:45 a...



Posted by butterfliewingthin in UGW has what?, 25 February 2021 · 16 views

today i'm at 99. it's been about 4 days since i've eaten. i don't really mind it though. i think the first two days were a little tough on my mood but now my body has remembered how it was to function without food. now i'm running on pure energy again, and i like that. 
i don't like much how this month has gone though. i kinda miss being 95. it hurt...


february 25 2021

Posted by chibibuns in esther's blog, 25 February 2021 · 15 views

sent pics to crush
ate 470 cals (hotdog and coffee)
bought eyebrow gel, not dye tho.
didnt study
did makeup
gonna do skincae


Let's DO this...Plan & Rules! Accountability Thread

Posted by HannyBanana in Hanny's Accountability, 25 February 2021 · 24 views

I've been so disgusting and greedy and fat recently, and have gained an absolute tonne! (Literally and figuratively...okay, maybe just figuratively, but it feels literal). Disclosure: I have nothing against people who are overweight, and am not fatphobic and will call out anyone who fat shames, but I also reserve the right to fat shame myself. Kindne...


Day 4

Posted by cuddleybeary in 100 days accountability , 25 February 2021 · 30 views

Weight: 62,5kg (137,8lbs)
BMI: 22.4
Food: 1027kcal
Sport: 459cal
Water: 3l
Weekly kcal: 7000kcal
left: 3426kcal  I hate myself. I just want to be skinny. I want to look fragile and sick. I want to feel like I pass out. I want to be underweight. I want people to care, I want them to see how I really feel. And all I have to do to...


recovery is not a linear process

Posted by immyu in a day in myu's life, 25 February 2021 · 20 views

I'm one year into recovery now. But that doesn't mean I have a 365 day streak of being perfectly healthy and never giving in to my urges. 
I've had both bad days and good days. However, I find that as I continue to choose recovery, I get to experience more good days than bad. I find TRUE satisfaction and pleasure from choosing recovery everyday and f...


Today's fasting. Ends at 10:30

Posted by SpoiledAna in ♡ Lolly's Fasting Blog ♡, 25 February 2021 · 23 views

♡ FASTING ♡   145.6LB|66KG
2LBS lost so far  
I've lost about 2lbs in the past 2 days. It's taking a good while but I hate 700kc those 2 days and ran for 20 minutes so I wouldn't maintain. I hate maintaining but its better than gaining. I have to meet my boyfriend's parents in about 2 weeks. I want to fast as much as I can u...


Bf's Birthday and Update

Posted by Jacqueline_356 in Jackie's Blog, 25 February 2021 · 24 views

It's been like a month since I last posted. I've lost 5 lbs in that time. But I have a ways to go. My "GW" of 125 didn't last very long, I definitely want to be 120 at the most so that's the new goal. I'm 129.8 today, and am having 600-700 cal days. Unfortunately I b/p after 7 weeks of being b/p free, and I b/p 2 weeks after that. So it's safe t...


blog 18

Posted by ryan.97 in accountability take 2, 25 February 2021 · 30 views

ooop it's been almost a month since I've posted! You know what that means- I have Not been doing well. It's been easier the past couple days though. I think because it's getting warmer out, it feels easier to restrict. Like the reminder of summer and shorts weather being on the horizon is definitely motivating. plus, fresher produce. 
Most days for b...


Szia - Hello

Posted by skót rózsa in 100 Cows - Craft Blog, 25 February 2021 · 38 views

Szia - Hello Hello everyone! My name is Skót Rózsa, I'm known as 100Cows too.
I wanted a place to share my crafts and day to day ramblings.
Just recently I quit my restraunt job because I couldn't work the long hours or heavy work any more, but ii had that job for 3 years so I'm feeling a little lost.
Currently I have two jobs I love, a Law Reveiw/Coding job, and ets...


Meal plan

Posted by Ikkoru in Ikkoru's Blog, 25 February 2021 · 25 views

Thu 25; pork belly
Fri 26; (no work) - bacon & 2 eggs (97, 0.2 + 132, 0), pork belly (600, 0)
Sat 27; (no work) - roast cashews (200, 2.5), roast lamb shoulder (940, 0)
Sun 28; (no work) - bacon & eggs (229, 0.2), lamb stew (~500, 15)


Good Morning

Posted by scarletrose01 in Finding Myself, 25 February 2021 · 18 views

I'm typing this as I feel the fat on my stomach pool over the waistline of my jeans. They clench my calves and stick tight to every inch of my thighs. The fabric creates tension all around my legs, making every living moment uncomfortable. I feel constricted, like I am imprisoned by these jeans that don't fit snug the way they used to. Last summer, they w...


day 11

Posted by tillytrouble in tillytrouble, 25 February 2021 · 27 views

the sun is shining, its getting warmer so im feeling good. only problem is my weight isnt budging again? yesterday i had around 900 cals and still didnt end up losing :( infact i gained 0.5 from yesterday?? so weird and i was hoping that having a smaller amount yesterday would just kick the scale down again but i was wrong :( anyway, ive planned on having...


Luci's Adventure log 1

Posted by LuciThin in LuciThin's accountability✨, 25 February 2021 · 49 views

Height : 164cm
Bmi : 29.7
Starting weight : 80kg
Weight : 80kg
Lowest weight: 65kg
Goal weight : 45kg  I'm Luci and this is my Adventure. Goal, lose 35kg This is my accountability
I'm currently overweight. As long as I'm not obese I won't break. I'm now at my highest weight. I refuse to go any higher. If I do, I'll become obese.
My short t...


day 2/24/21 - upset at myself

Posted by Mellow_Tunes in aiming for 160 before birthday! , 25 February 2021 · 39 views

posting day 2 and will be posting day 3 today later as well.
I honestly feel bad for messing up so soon, and tried typing all this out without feeling bad.
The only thing I can do it blame myself and try again, because i ate well over my intake AND BROKE MY FAST AT 5AM TWO HOURS BEFORE FINISHING THE FAST ORIGINALLY AT 7:37am !!!
(even though that's okay...


food delivery service

Posted by viofem in viofem's Blog, 25 February 2021 · 27 views

I am ordering the food delivery service for my boyfriend. It looks great. If it is, once I reach my goal weight, I will order it too, just for fewer calories. I think I would get two meals a day for eight hundred calories if they would do that. Usually they won't do under 1200, but since I am only getting two meals a day maybe they would? I can try a...


2/25/21 (Thursday)

Posted by stressedbean in the secret life of stressedbean, 25 February 2021 · 28 views

I got a little over 4 hours of sleep last night, so I was surprised by how much energy I had today- or, at least, how I didn't lack energy today. And I'm very surprised that I'm still up now; I haven't felt too sleepy all evening, and I was going to go to bed 2 hours ago. So, yet again, I feel like a failure, because I stay up until it's late and feel gu...


From: The Fasting Game (Fasting Log) -- Everyone is Welcome to Join at any Time

Posted by seasnake in The Fasting Game: seasnake, 25 February 2021 · 38 views

Source: The Fasting Game (Fasting Log) -- Everyone is Welcome to Join at any Time

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