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#1 jamikalima

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Posted 25 January 2013 - 08:32 AM

I'm Jami Kali. I'm glad to have found a place to share my isolated thoughts with a community of people I have something in common with. Sharing is a good connection. Human-Connection is a warm feeling.

 

I've always been insecure about my body image but I've only had anorexia for a little over a year now. My highest weight was 128 pounds in tenth grade. I'm petite, 5'1 and practically no room for a waist, so the extra pounds really weighed on my soul. A skinny girl insulted me quite a bit and in a few months, a vegetarian diet switch and exercise got me down to 105.

 

Eight years ago. My weight obsession has been a rollercoaster ride since then.

 

Last November I weighed somewhere near 113. That's when I made a promise to myself that the rollercoaster would halt. Down. Only down. The weight needed to drop. To melt. Vanish.

 

I started exercising again, like a mofo. And, magically, discovered the art of eating. I fasted often. Chose fruits and veggies as my current prophets. As a side effect of cleansing and purification, I became more creative. More spiritual. In touch. Birth of an Eating Disorder paired with Ego Death. Ironic.

 

But back on the physical plane: Today I'm 90 pounds.

 

It's a lovehate relationship. My body is closest to the body I've always dreamed of having but never knew possible. Yet, it's never enough. I obsess over caloric/fat intake every day and always want to be lighter. I love food but eating gives me tight chest anxiety.

 

You relate?

 

You can read my anablog here

or peruse my tumblr

or my personal creative site

or hear my music.



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Posted 25 January 2013 - 11:05 AM

Thanks for sharing that story and awesome introduction. Welcome! Look forward to following your blog.


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#3 jamikalima

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Posted 26 January 2013 - 04:03 AM

:)



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Posted 26 January 2013 - 05:27 AM

Hi, um I understand were your coming from completely. If you need a chat or anything I'm here, I'm new to this btw so it would be nice to have a buddy :)
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#5 jamikalima

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Posted 26 January 2013 - 06:13 PM

Nice to meet you! :D



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Posted 27 January 2013 - 04:31 AM

:) U2 xx

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Posted 27 January 2013 - 11:30 AM

welcome



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Posted 29 January 2013 - 12:37 AM

Welcome to the site! :D


SW: 180                                         BMI: 28.2

CW:120                                     BMI: 18.2

1GW:169.9                                  BMI: 25.1
2GW:155                                     BMI: 23.5

3GW:149.9                                  BMI: 22.7

4GW: 145                                           BMI: 21.9
5GW: 135                                     BMI: 21.1

6GW: 129.9                                  BMI: 20.4

7GW: 125                                     BMI: 19.6

8GW: 119.9                                  BMI: 18.8

UGW:120

 

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Check my profile to see how i did. 4 Years of stuggling.



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